Venting Indifference

[Hellish Ore]

I am becoming indifferent, towards everything. People hate me for it, but it's hard to give a damn about anything when all you want is just to drop dead.

 

[R_N]

One part of me always had that goal but the other part is fighting hard to keep my emotions even suppressed as they are.

I always had fear of letting go of my identity and what I consider myself to be. But it also made me excited just thinking about it, and I had rare moments of manifesting that state.

 

[Zegers]

Same, i feel numb all the time.

 

[Meditation guide]

It makes it hard to do everyday tasks when you don't care about anything and just want to end it all.