Venting Incredible boredom

[mentalhealthfighter]

Unbelievable. The whole day I have done nothing but think about what could possibly entertain me. Every fucking thing bores me. I dont want to do anything. On top of that I'm not able to nap either (i used to do that back in the day). Pure torture. If this state of mind continues, I'm going to CTB.

Anyone else suffers from this?

 

[The Divine Comedy]

Sort of. I continue to do things I used to enjoy, but I am simply going through the motions.

Occasionally, very rarely, I will do something creative or hear a certain song or see a certain scene and experience a moment of sublimity. Apart from that, though, there is only the grey void of unchanging purgatory.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I have been like that for many years. I am bored all of the time. There is nothing that interests me in this life and I cannot enjoy anything. I struggle to concentrate as well. I think in my case I want nothing to do with life and I simply do not want to exist. Life is boring in itself, humans repeat the same activities on a loop for decades until they eventually die. I just want to sleep and never wake again. My days are extremely long. I hate how I was forced to live without choice.

 

[sickofbeinghere]

i feel like i have an opposite but kind of similar problem - i WANT to pursue things, i WISH i could find them interesting - but its just so hard to see anything thru anymore. I used to be really good at it. now I struggle to see a point in doing anything. like yeah. i lack motivation but its not a 'boredom' it just distresses the hell out of me. :(
also, sorry if this isnt allowed (cus Im new here) but could you tell me what CTB means? thank you and im sorry xx

 

[Death is beautiful]

Today I have a terrible headache, it's all the flu, I didn't think it hurt so much, it gets more and more painful with age

also, sorry if this isnt allowed (cus Im new here) but could you tell me what CTB means? thank you and im sorry xx

Take the bus/Commit suicide

 

[Circles]

Yes I completely understand. My anhedonia is getting worse the older I get. Everything I fucking do feels so pointless and just becomes so bland and empty. I'm only 27 and I just don't see how in the ever living fuck people can live an existence where you do the same things day after day year after year basically for our entire lives. I don't mind routine if only the routine would give you uplifting emotions. The boredom I live with feels indescribable. I'm somewhat glad I'm not alone in this but I wouldn't want anyone to experience this. It's like what my motto says 'There's a difference between existing and living.' And how many people actually get to feel alive and enjoy it and for how long? I bet not many given that the majority of humans live ordinary lives. But I would do anything just to feel that, just to feel something besides constant emptiness. And I keep asking myself wtf even is the point of life if you can't even actually 'live' it???

 

[Hotsackage]

Yes

 

[LonelyBrazilian]

I feel you. I spend my days in total boredom for years, i don't have motivation or will for anything.

 

[ClownMe]

I can relate to your pain, i'm bored all the time, it's unbearable, nothing interests me anymore.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Im so bored with everything. It shows even in my internet interactions. My comments are dumb and pitiful. I have completely withdrawn to a maggot like level of functioning and enthusiasm

 

[Insomniac]

Unbelievable. The whole day I have done nothing but think about what could possibly entertain me. Every fucking thing bores me. I dont want to do anything. On top of that I'm not able to nap either (i used to do that back in the day). Pure torture. If this state of mind continues, I'm going to CTB.

Anyone else suffers from this?

I'm so bored to death these days. my brain might actually be shrinking from it. everything feels so vain and stupid and vapid.

 

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Always been bored. I only enjoy stuff through other people but I am lonely and have no one.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I had not experienced boredom for decades but now yes. I can no longer bare my previous interests - playing and listening to music, cooking, eating out, news, literature, exercise, socializing.

I can only bare to read this forum and vaguely plot my demise or analyze all the ways I fucked up my life.

To isolate and hide.

My world has been burned to the ground. Razed.

 

[apathetic.]

Extreme boredom everyday. Didn't plan to live this long so..

 

[Account unknown]

Unbelievable. The whole day I have done nothing but think about what could possibly entertain me. Every fucking thing bores me. I dont want to do anything. On top of that I'm not able to nap either (i used to do that back in the day). Pure torture. If this state of mind continues, I'm going to CTB.

Anyone else suffers from this?

Every day of my life. I do nothing except smoke weed 24/7 on my own to self medicate my endless list of problems since good luck getting help with your mental health if you're in the U.K. and you aren't wealthy enough to go private.

I stay in my room 24/7 smoking and sitting on my laptop, working out when I actually have any energy which is rare and I pretty much never see or talk to anyone besides getting a text from my mum to see if I want any food and texting my dealer to get more weed. I don't leave the house unless absolutely necessary and I have no other choice. I don't talk to any friends or family or see any of them. I have no one and I've become nobody. Pretty sure most people have forgot I even exist at this point lol

I can't put into words how pathetic my life really is. I'm barely existing never mind living and every day is the same and every day is awful. Sorry for the rant.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Every day of my life. I do nothing except smoke weed 24/7 on my own to self medicate my endless list of problems since good luck getting help with your mental health if you're in the U.K. and you aren't wealthy enough to go private.

I stay in my room 24/7 smoking and sitting on my laptop, working out when I actually have any energy which is rare and I pretty much never see or talk to anyone besides getting a text from my mum to see if I want any food and texting my dealer to get more weed. I don't leave the house unless absolutely necessary and I have no other choice. I don't talk to any friends or family or see any of them. I have no one and I've become nobody. Pretty sure most people have forgot I even exist at this point lol

I can't put into words how pathetic my life really is. I'm barely existing never mind living and every day is the same and every day is awful. Sorry for the rant.

Same boat. Ever wonder how did it come to this ?

 

[stellabelle]

I'd be entertained if I could stomp my former housemates ugly little face in.

 

[Account unknown]

Same boat. Ever wonder how did it come to this ?

I must've been a real bastard in a previous life

I'd be entertained if I could stomp my former housemates ugly little face in.

Sorry to be amused by your anger but this is the first time I've laughed in a while just because it felt so random.

What did your housemate do?