Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
i can only think of one and that would be socially. There's more but I can't identify it.
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BaconCheeseburger
Comfort-eating
- Aug 4, 2018
- 693
Psychologically. I have very few if any reasons to feel down yet my brain has a death wish.
Whereas I have every reason to feel down. I wasted fourteen years of my life and I can't go on living. It's entirely logical
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
You ever going to tell us what happened 14 yrs ago?
I'm an observer, not a humanbeing. I don't think in words but in mental images. I'm broken, because the images don't serve me anymore. They're weak and numb. No short term or long term memory. Just a body without a soul. Jealous of people whose eyes radiate emotion and energy and who get to experience real human connections and respect.
I thought I had https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/its-my-birthday-today.3064/
I can't relax. Plain and simple my brain never shuts the fuck up or let's me rest. Therefore I'm socially inept, always exhausted despite doing jack shit and can't get over the fear and get anything done without second guessing myself. Would have been a great lookout in pre historic times but in 2018 my neuroticism serves no purpose. I hate my own nature. I hate whatever fucking genetics I received.
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
Being a huntergatherer is better than this sedentary hell
Ye I think so too, we wouldn't have so much mental illness if our society was like the amish or aboriginals. But no we had to build factories, cities and fuck up the ecosystem for a bit of extra comfort and convenience.
GodKnows
What lies ahead
- Jun 28, 2018
- 119
Volatile
God
- Jun 18, 2018
- 1,286
couldntthinkofaname
Mage
- Aug 31, 2018
- 565
various issues
i basically got deceived by life
im more than angry
i basically got deceived by life
im more than angry
Life I mean in the hunter gatherer days. I'd be in old age rather than artificially extending my lifespan by another fifty years for no apparent reason
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
Physically, mentally, emotionally, socially, financially... It took a while but I've been slowly pushed into a corner where I'm forced to kill myself.
Ashpac
Lost and always will be.
- Jul 22, 2018
- 795
Every way going. I dont smile or laugh. I feel nothing. Congratulations life, you broke me. I hope youre happy.
couldntthinkofaname
Mage
- Aug 31, 2018
- 565
once you stark sinking everything goes to shit pretty quickly especially if you dont have social circle/family to catch you oup
Smilla
Visionary
- Apr 30, 2018
- 2,549
Smilla
Visionary
- Apr 30, 2018
- 2,549
I can relate with this. Deceived by life.
Relationally I'm impaired, borderline personality disorder. Difficulty knowing who I'am or what I want. Even though I'm 41 it's as if I never developed a full range of adult skills.
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
I'm 41 as well and it wasn't until I was about 30 when the light bulb went on... Unfortunately the damage was already done !
Damn OP you ask a lot of questions
Justanotherconsumer
Paragon
- Jul 9, 2018
- 974
I forgot the question and dont want to exert the energy to scroll to the top.
throwaway123
Hell0
- Aug 5, 2018
- 1,446
