ExistHarm

ExistHarm

suffering
Mar 12, 2023
216
im a walking corpse. there is nothing left here that i will miss. i am watching the credits roll. every day i am not given a peaceful and painless exit is a crime against me. i am sick of playing this fucking circlejerk called life. it is a negative sum game. fuck this shit
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,258
I won't miss anything after I'm gone, either. Well, not really. Life really can jerk some of us around, no doubt. We are still the boss of ourselves and have the right to decide what is best for us, whether that is staying or leaving. It may be difficult to achieve a completely painless and peaceful exit, but we can come close if we choose. It's just a matter of putting our mind to it if we decide that's what is best for us.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
It's so hard for me to go through the motions of living out my last days. A part of me wants to go ALL IN on my art and just try so many things I've always wanted to do. But, the other part of me sees that there's no reason for me to exert that kind of energy. Work hard for what? I've busted my ass for stuff in the past, and ended up with nothing but ash in my mouth. I don't know what about me thinks that life is all of a sudden going to 'make it right' now. It doesn't matter. Plus, the world is literally going to crap. It's not even worth expressing myself in. If I was going to have the things I want, I would have them. It's apparent that these things and the life I envisioned for myself is not meant to be achieved by me. So, it's hard for me to give anything other than the required effort just to get from day to day until I CTB. I don't even want the things I did when I was naive and believed that this existence was worth striving to stay in. I don't care about money, female attention, friendships, or any of that anymore. It's all a fairy tale. This life doesn't contain that for me, so I don't strive for it anymore. So, I feel you on what you're saying. The only thing I want from life, at this point, is OUT.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,920
It does disgust me how in this world that we were so cruelly forced into there is no straightforward way to exit. Therefore to me, existence is both a burden and a punishment, and death really is the only relief from this hell. All that we are doing as humans is just waiting around for death anyway, life is so incredibly futile and I could never wish to delay my inevitable fate, there could never be anything to be gained by existing as we are all destined to return to nothingness anyway.
 
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ExistHarm

ExistHarm

suffering
Mar 12, 2023
216
It does disgust me how in this world that we were so cruelly forced into there is no straightforward way to exit. Therefore to me, existence is both a burden and a punishment, and death really is the only relief from this hell. All that we are doing as humans is just waiting around for death anyway, life is so incredibly futile and I could never wish to delay my inevitable fate, there could never be anything to be gained by existing as we are all destined to return to nothingness anyway.
i got a fucking eyelash in my eye yesterday while i was comfy in bed about to sleep and had to get up go to bathroom and root around in my eye and extract it. i was like id ctb right now so i never have to deal with that ever again
 
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killmeiwannadie

Member
Sep 19, 2022
41
i got a fucking eyelash in my eye yesterday while i was comfy in bed about to sleep and had to get up go to bathroom and root around in my eye and extract it. i was like id ctb right now so i never have to deal with that ever again
i feel this so much! the most minor inconveniences make me want to die at this point. i don't even want to do any of the day to day things like have to feed myself or wash clothes or any of it like i'm so over all of this i just want to be done
 
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Homo erectus

Homo erectus

Mage
Mar 7, 2023
560
It turns out that the work people are so proud of and happy doing can be done better by ai. When ai takes over all work, life is just emptiness.
 
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slanabhaile

Member
Mar 25, 2023
26
It turns out that the work people are so proud of and happy doing can be done better by ai. When ai takes over all work, life is just emptiness.
Maybe AI will make us all CTB when it completely assumes control haha
 
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ExistHarm

ExistHarm

suffering
Mar 12, 2023
216
It turns out that the work people are so proud of and happy doing can be done better by ai. When ai takes over all work, life is just emptiness.
its kind of fucked up
 
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Sluggish_Slump

Specialist
Mar 29, 2023
300
It turns out that the work people are so proud of and happy doing can be done better by ai. When ai takes over all work, life is just emptiness.
yeah AI is one of the many possible ways humans will go extinct
 
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Homo erectus

Homo erectus

Mage
Mar 7, 2023
560
yeah AI is one of the many possible ways humans will go extinct
It seems the rulers and nobles feel more threatened by AI, either directly or by peasants uprising with AI. There are more and more restrictions on AI access and development.
 
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