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33K1LLM3

33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sick Mind
Jun 28, 2025
118
All of us on are on here for a reason, our lives have gone to shit. But what if we had the lives we wanted an deserved?

For me, In my ideal life I would be an air hostess, I can travel the world but also look good and serve people, feeling like I have a purpose. It's not the most well paid job, but i love it and that's all that matters.

Tell me dear SaSu user, what would your ideal life be?
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,007
Alice in Wonderland
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,069
I don't see myself as deserving the torturous and futile abomination of existence, to me existence just feels like the most terrible tragic mistake that causes pain and suffering there was never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me only non-existence is desirable, all that's ideal for me is being able to erase my existence like I never existed at all.

I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity, I just wish to disappear from this existence I never would had chosen, I'm just so tired of suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, the fact that this existence was imposed is always so dreadful to me, I wish I never had to suffer more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering, for me only non-existence is positive.
 
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Alreadylate

Alreadylate

Member
Jun 8, 2025
85
Huckleberry Finn
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
525
A healthy, handsome man, full of life
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,378
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
860
To be a genuine confident man.

Tho either way id still want to die,, whether I was a man or a woman,, there's no real peace,, no real joy,, truly there isn't anything to want, but since I'm a woman I can't help but envy men's strength, that be literally and figuratively.
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
300
I would like to be immensely talented at something while still keeping my life experience and my personality even the worst parts of it
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,088
Happy with friends and confidence and self esteem. Successful, people proud of. Good person. Disciplined. Empathetic. Altruistic. Clear mind and sleeps well.
 
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orcapythia

orcapythia

I start over with a dead variable
May 16, 2025
28
Someone loved, and someone who makes useful contributions to the world.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,403
I wanted to be a human translator. I wanted to speak like 10 languages and just travel the world translating.
 
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BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
234
Non-existent
 
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fenty

fenty

Member
Jul 4, 2025
11
lovable
 
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OvercastingClouds

OvercastingClouds

☆ ✧ The Lurker ✧☆
Jul 5, 2025
35
Hmm as a kid I romanticized the idea of having like that popular Disney kind of lifestyle, for high school anyway. I thought about having a diverse close friend group, being kinda popular, going out more, attending events, etc. Also wanted to become a popular artist and animator.

However I also thought about working a chill quiet job, like running a cafe or being a bartender serving drinks and listening to people. Generally thought of a quiet and chill lifestyle, happy and sufficient. Ofc none of that happened nor will come to be
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,088
Yea fuck this place. I wish I was never born. Seriously. This has always sucked.
 
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artificialpasta

artificialpasta

Student
Feb 2, 2020
198
normal healthy sane and financially stable childhood
 
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niceday

niceday

🍃
Dec 7, 2024
75
Honestly, I'm so tired of everything. In an ideal life, I simply wouldn't be here. In my mind, the ideal life is anywhere but here.
 
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ImnotCTB

ImnotCTB

Edgerunner
Jun 11, 2025
72
To have the ability to be noticed or not noticed at will. Don't even care what I do or what I look like as long as I'm still a human
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Mage
May 28, 2024
577
Either a doctor or the pope
 
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Blurry_Buildings

Blurry_Buildings

Just Existing
Sep 27, 2023
529
Free of chronic pain and with people who would love me, and the ability to take care of people
 
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gregisss

gregisss

Member
Jan 7, 2025
25
Einstein or Leonard da Vinci.
 
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bishpop6

Member
Jul 6, 2025
6
If everything went to plan if my dad didn't kick me out at 16 and he didn't do the awful things he did I should've been a boxer I could've made it pro I had so much talent I'm 18 now I'm working hard labour and I barely make enough to pursue my dream too damaged to even be a boxer anymore I have insomia,schizophrenia,trauma,ptsd and other messed up mental health problems....
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
654
Honestly I dunno I've never thought about it
 
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Grog

Grog

Be good to yourself.
Jun 3, 2025
281
I wouldn't have my heart conditions anymore. I wouldn't have any of my mental afflictions anymore. I just want a moderately nice home, a decent income, and someone to care about me, and me care about them, genuinely~ I just want to be understood. To be seen. To be loved.
 
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polm

If I was your pet you’d take me to the vet
May 3, 2025
127
I'd be me with my health back
 
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star.trip

star.trip

Experienced
Oct 6, 2024
205
My ideal life'd have been if I had never gone through horrible personal experiences, physical and psychological mistreatment and other things I won't say.

Thinking about what would have happened in an ideal life is useless because the past has already happened and it doesn't solve anything for me.
 
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bleeding_heart_show

Student
Dec 23, 2023
169
My life goal is to be nobody.

I am tired of all this nonsense.
 
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amerie

amerie

style="color: rgb(255, 0, 208);" dirty water in my cup ⋆˚꩜。.° ༘🎧⋆🖇₊˚ෆ
Oct 6, 2024
371
My ideal traits are really basic: I just want to be thin, tall (like above 5'6), really creative with a bunch of hobbies, funny and charismatic, and from a middle class home. I'd preferably like to be fully Asian because being black can be a pain in the ass sometimes. I'd also really like to have a naturally organized and graceful personality if that makes sense.

Maybe I could achieve these now, but the problem is I'm more of a type B left brained person by nature (I'm not patient or calm by any means, but I'm not efficient and I have a very messy and unorganized way of living) , so I'd have to work really hard to achieve this state of being, which I haven't been successful at. I think it's mostly something you'd have to be born with.
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Arcanist
Apr 14, 2019
411
In my ideal life I would have no pain or mental health problems.
I would love to have a creative job like beeing an artist, rock singer, playing an instrument or a writer.
And I would have my emotional/empathic mind like now because that is what defines me and make me sometimes different to other guys.

And I would have won in the lottery. 100million Euros. 5millions for me and 95millions to do something good. Just for helping people inside and outside my country - germany.
Just a handful of people who have the most money on earth. I want to be the opposite.
Everyone on sasu knows you can't cure mental problems or loneliness with money (yeah maybe sometimes for a short period of time) but you can cure when people are starving or need water or just a car. And yes some goodies too:). And maybe THAT can prevent people to dive into depressions etc. Or even ctb.
Yes I may sound naive but that is my dream of having an ideal life.
 
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enduringwinter

enduringwinter

flower, water
Jun 20, 2024
366
I want to be the god of an empty, beautiful world

Other ideas:
-A spirit in an ancient shrine protected by an ancient god hidden within eight folds of clouds
-Blissful child of wealthy clan in beautiful obscured village surrounded by idyllic sceneries, dying at the ripe old age of 11 in a ritual sacrifice
-Religious idol hidden in the inner sanctum of a beatiful but desolate temple (ok, this is just the first one rehashed)
-Shinto priest or Buddhist monk
-Rich Kyoto girl who advanced thru all the ranks of Urasenke and Ikenobo in highschool, did yabusame kendo naginata, attended a women's university and has email job and fun feminine hobbies
-Born and raised somewhere with beautiful culture, live there my whole life, rooted, having power over myself and my life like a normal person would, financially comfortable
 
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