starrvingstar

starrvingstar

suicidal anorexic
Apr 9, 2023
141
i just want to die in spite of the people who have made me mad and wronged me

i know they wouldnt care or realize what they did wrong but sometimes it actually feels good to hurt the people who might not have loved me as much as i loved them even though i just said i did not want to die since i dont want them to move on, but to leave them with the guilt they could never forget in the back of their mind.

i get so extremely mad and just want to prove i can really leave.
 
  • Love
Reactions: Memento
tams

tams

Member
Mar 27, 2023
62
I get that, honestly, a part of the appeal of ctb for me is to make the people who wronged me feel a bit of guilt and to questions how they treated me. I can be petty like that haha.
 
  • Like
Reactions: starrvingstar

Similar threads

CremstDearest
Replies
1
Views
201
Suicide Discussion
5karlet
5karlet
Sandra
Replies
5
Views
144
Recovery
Praestat_Mori
P
F
Replies
5
Views
146
Offtopic
ms_beaverhousen
ms_beaverhousen