starrvingstar
suicidal anorexic
- Apr 9, 2023
- 141
i just want to die in spite of the people who have made me mad and wronged me
i know they wouldnt care or realize what they did wrong but sometimes it actually feels good to hurt the people who might not have loved me as much as i loved them even though i just said i did not want to die since i dont want them to move on, but to leave them with the guilt they could never forget in the back of their mind.
i get so extremely mad and just want to prove i can really leave.
i know they wouldnt care or realize what they did wrong but sometimes it actually feels good to hurt the people who might not have loved me as much as i loved them even though i just said i did not want to die since i dont want them to move on, but to leave them with the guilt they could never forget in the back of their mind.
i get so extremely mad and just want to prove i can really leave.