In so much pain. Feeling so alone

[pleaseletmeperish]

I am a NEET. Made some horrifically stupid decisions, and here we are. I am so, so lonely. I have zero friends IRL. I lie to the few I talk to online- none of whom I actually know. I don't really leave my house these days. Too depressed to even shower.

Please be kind enough to think of me sometime. I have supportive family but they really don't understand my pain. Would be nice to be thought of particularly when you are working on your hobbies, or doing something nice like travelling, eating good food... anything I am incapable of doing in this lifetime.

I have nothing. I will never have anything. But your thoughts. Please think of this pathetic soul who is barely clinging onto life. I love you all.

 

[bankai]

I think of you often, friend. I recall the posts you have made about asking us to eat good food on your behalf and such in the past. I think about them often.

I'm sorry you're struggling so much.I hope your situation gets better.

 

[WakingNightmare]

What sort of things do you like OP? Do you play games or anything like that?

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand finding it so painful to exist, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[Alias Pluto]

Thinking of you buddy

 

[Nightfoot]

I'm sorry you're in such suffering. I don't know you but thinking of you and I hope things get better for you.

 

[tooBadTooLate]

I'm in a similar situation to yours' too. Wishing you the best.

 

[pleaseletmeperish]

I think of you often, friend. I recall the posts you have made about asking us to eat good food on your behalf and such in the past. I think about them often.

I'm sorry you're struggling so much.I hope your situation gets better.

Thank you so, so much. Really means a lot I am in your thoughts. Thank you so much.

What sort of things do you like OP? Do you play games or anything like that?

I enjoy reading. Mostly murder mysteries these days

I'm in a similar situation to yours' too. Wishing you the best.

Likewise. May you be happy

I'm sorry you're in such suffering. I don't know you but thinking of you and I hope things get better for you.

Thank you. I wish you the best too.

Thinking of you buddy

Thank you, my friend

I really understand finding it so painful to exist, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, I wish you the best.

I wish you didn't understand, honestly. You deserve much better. All of us do

 

[Hope;ess Fear]

Can you recommend some books you like please? I've been looking for new reads.

 

[pleaseletmeperish]

Can you recommend some books you like please? I've been looking for new reads.

Could you tell me which genres you like?

 

[Hope;ess Fear]

Could you tell me which genres you like?

I'm trying to find new ones. In the past I read a lot of true crime and Holocaust history. But now true crime is out because I wish every victim was me or I start wondering if I could ctb the way the murderer killed. And Holocaust research is out because now it's not just my family history, it's the real life I'm living now.

 

[WakingNightmare]

I enjoy reading. Mostly murder mysteries these days

I like reading too, and consider it a worthwhile way to spend my time. I hope you feel the same way!

 

[Salkak]

I was a NEET for 4 years. It's hard to live like that. And how horribly alone you feel is inexplicable