
Tintypographer
I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
- Apr 29, 2020
- 470
To say I hate my life is an understatement but who is on sanctioned suicide that is thrilled with who they are and what purpose they have in life. I spend my days and nights proving things to limit risks and decrease costs. I studied math and a bit of physics to understand and change things. I obtained an actuarial certification hoping it would lead to helping people. The job does nothing but determine ways to decrease risks for companies to ensure that liability is lowest. I suppose that's valid but it's all that we do. We look at diversity or gender totals simply to ensure there will be no lawsuits. We study reductions in Force (layoffs) to spread the impact so that there is not an appearance of trying to layoff some specific salary band or payment. I study packaging data to determine just how thin to make the laminate seals to get by with the fewest product failures then determin what the likely costs will be in returned or whether people will bother return the product if they get it and it's already open so we can cut costs and hedge against returns.
I see it all happen because the executive leadership gets their roles in the following way "executive, we are going to give you this role with huge salary and benefits but to get it you have to prise us, the board and shareholders that you will improve profits and cust costs to equal 20 percent in your first four quarters by any means necessary"
Then it doesn't matter anymore. You can't get the job (which I would never want) without the promise and once you have it you don't want to lose it.
I've tried to leave this role even quitting and going to another company but they drag me back again and again. I try to question why we have these targets and hear "that's not my place to ask, I just have to do the math."
I feel as thought humanity doesn't matter at all. The human condition, the life, the emotions are ruled out of system that is serving to protect itself. We calculate how many people will complain about a policy to their managers and what it will take to barely have the level of complaints that results in the lowest turnover with people leaving for other jobs.
We calculate what it would cost to make a product better and fix defect vs the number of customers that will go to our competitors by not fixing them.
Our social media teams look at what level of response will drown out complaints on social media.
It doesn't start out as a conspiracy and there isn't an evil overlord but the machine simply works to ensure that it wins.
I see it all happen because the executive leadership gets their roles in the following way "executive, we are going to give you this role with huge salary and benefits but to get it you have to prise us, the board and shareholders that you will improve profits and cust costs to equal 20 percent in your first four quarters by any means necessary"
Then it doesn't matter anymore. You can't get the job (which I would never want) without the promise and once you have it you don't want to lose it.
I've tried to leave this role even quitting and going to another company but they drag me back again and again. I try to question why we have these targets and hear "that's not my place to ask, I just have to do the math."
I feel as thought humanity doesn't matter at all. The human condition, the life, the emotions are ruled out of system that is serving to protect itself. We calculate how many people will complain about a policy to their managers and what it will take to barely have the level of complaints that results in the lowest turnover with people leaving for other jobs.
We calculate what it would cost to make a product better and fix defect vs the number of customers that will go to our competitors by not fixing them.
Our social media teams look at what level of response will drown out complaints on social media.
It doesn't start out as a conspiracy and there isn't an evil overlord but the machine simply works to ensure that it wins.