Her situation pretty much mirrors mine:
Iatrogenic illnesses caused by flagrantly unnecessary surgeries and procedures, a lifetime of dependence on the system that destroyed you, a complete lack of financial security to pay off the damage done to you by "well-meaning" doctors, psychiatrists and medical "professionals", etc. etc.
What a life this is to have to exercise such a magnitude of resolve to end your life after a bout (or entire lifetime) of unquantifiable suffering. You suffer so much that you have to suffer even more through battles with your survival instinct just to end the suffering. There is no easy way out in this life.