In just 8 hours I will leave this world

[StrawberryBlonde]

I have everything ready to ctb with my pills that will work 100%, I also did a tarot spiritual reading and they predicted my death from 60 pills of No-Spa (it's a antispasmatic drug). I will finally departure to my desired reality by suicide. I hope you guys have a fantastic day/night, and this is my last message on here. I love you all. Goodbye.

Stolen chances leave it behind When you can't break trough

 

[Mofreeko]

Good luck.

 

[TimetoGo!]

I have everything ready to ctb with my pills that will work 100%, I also did a tarot spiritual reading and they predicted my death from 60 pills of No-Spa (it's a antispasmatic drug). I will finally departure to my desired reality by suicide. I hope you guys have a fantastic day/night, and this is my last message on here. I love you all. Goodbye.

Stolen chances leave it behind When you can't break trough

Won't your body just reject them and make you violently sick?

Sorry life did this to you.

 

[swanlife]

I don't think that will work. If it would, it would stand in the PPH. So you will probably experience just a lot of pain and vomiting, just want to warn you for not suffering.

 

[Shivali]

Good luck

 

[Someone123]

A quick google search showed a possible lethal dose at 50 - 100 tablets, but most sites mentioning overdose on this med do not mention death. In the u.s. attempts by pills work less than 2% of the time- it appears there is a risk of damaging yourself without ctb. You may want to reconsider this or research this more on google. It can work though, I found at least two cases of this working, but this does not seem 100% effective. I hope you find peace somehow.

 

[forced2live]

Is it painful?

 

[Wait-Bus]

I have everything ready to ctb with my pills that will work 100%, I also did a tarot spiritual reading and they predicted my death from 60 pills of No-Spa (it's a antispasmatic drug). I will finally departure to my desired reality by suicide. I hope you guys have a fantastic day/night, and this is my last message on here. I love you all. Goodbye.

Stolen chances leave it behind When you can't break trough

I hopeyou find peace

 

[mateodolores]

Good luck!

 

[FuneralCry]

I know nothing about that method, but it must be a relief for you to have a method that you feel so confident in. Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[abcd37477337]

Have you prepared for the situation where you survive?

 

[TAW122]

I hope you find the peace that you are looking for.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hope you get to the freedom and peace you deserve.

 

[Doom]

this guy is literally trusting his method to a bunch of cards

 

[donealready]

Thinking of you. Hope all goes well.

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

I have everything ready to ctb with my pills that will work 100%, I also did a tarot spiritual reading and they predicted my death from 60 pills of No-Spa (it's a antispasmatic drug). I will finally departure to my desired reality by suicide. I hope you guys have a fantastic day/night, and this is my last message on here. I love you all. Goodbye.

Stolen chances leave it behind When you can't break trough

I fucking survived my mom found my pills and threw a tantrum god damnit I gotta buy new ones and I won't be able to get them until Monday fucking hell...So Im alive yo

 

[Already Gone now]

What are you going to do from here on out?
I'm not sure if talking will help anything, but I would talk if you wanted to

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

What are you going to do from here on out?
I'm not sure if talking will help anything, but I would talk if you wanted to

Im planning on ctb next Monday because something came up unexpected. Will overdose at night and so nobody could find my pills I will hide them better

 

[Already Gone now]

May I ask why you want to ctb?

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

May I ask why you want to ctb?

Because im tired of my OCD that is very severe. I want to reincarnate in my favorite anime and be free of intrusive thoughts. I was suicidal since I was 14 and did try to kill myself then, now it only getting stronger and I want to die again. Hopefully I dont chicken out at the last moments

 

[Already Gone now]

I struggle with the fear of doing it incorrectly and living as a vegetable afterwards.

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

I struggle with the fear of doing it incorrectly and living as a vegetable afterwards.

I get you. I am afraid too. If I was sure that I would die if I jumped or overdosed I would do it sooner. How are you doing now? Is there ctn on your mind?

 

[Already Gone now]

Just tired of being isolated and alone in life and wondering what I can do to eliminate the last bit of fear I have to die

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

Just tired of being isolated and alone in life and wondering what I can do to eliminate the last bit of fear I have to die

Im sorry you feel that way. Are you sure you want to ctb? There is no way back. I was very afraid when I took the pills for the first time on my previous attempt, but only felt fear before taking them. Afterwards I just cried. Then medics pumped my stomach. I dont want to fail again, my mom will kill me

 

[HerculePoirot]

I dont want to fail again, my mom will kill me

Excellent

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

Have you prepared for the situation where you survive?

I am alive. As I posted in this thread my mom found my pills, should've hid it better. Now I have to wait until Monday to buy a new bottle. Hopefully, this attempt will be my last

 

[Already Gone now]

My life is just pointless. I have nothing that brings me happiness anymore, I don't have any friends and I don't know how to make new friends. I don't trust people and I just am sick of waking up everyday disappointed

 

[deathissosad]

This kinda put an innocent smile on my face and made me laugh! If only hey! Anyways good luck on whatever will bring you hapiness

my mom will kill me

 

[StrawberryBlonde]

My life is just pointless. I have nothing that brings me happiness anymore, I don't have any friends and I don't know how to make new friends. I don't trust people and I just am sick of waking up everyday disappointed

I get you. I have no friends either, maybe it is better to end it all. But I cant talk for you, so if you decided 100% I'll support your decision no matter what it would be

 

[Someone123]

I am alive. As I posted in this thread my mom found my pills, should've hid it better. Now I have to wait until Monday to buy a new bottle. Hopefully, this attempt will be my last

If it's prescription I would be worried that your mom may have called the pharmacy you got this from and possibly the doctor and you may not be able to get this again- just a forewarning, I hope you can find peace somehow.