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Alessa

Alessa

Experienced
Nov 4, 2019
211
Hey there,

despite taking an antiemetic, it will be (highly) possible, that I will vomit when I will have my attempt. It wont happen directly after, maybe half an hour later, but I need to prepare for that case. Iam pretty sure, that it will happen when Iam unconscious, so I want to make sure that I will suffocate from my own vomit while Iam unconscious.

Therefore it's important to keep my body in a specific position. Definetely not lying on the side, but on my back, head a bit lifted, maybe a comfy pillow. But I also want to make sure, that my head stays in its position, not turning to the side. I already chose a nice place where Iam going to do it, but there are no "devices" where I could attach something. Its a place in nature, gras, trees, bushes around me. I wanted it to be a really peaceful setting with a nice calming sight.

So... how likely is it, that my body moves while Iam unconscious? Might be a stupid question, maybe unconscious really means no movement at all, but Iam not an expert. Its high likely that I will pass out after 3 to 10 minutes max, so I only need to prepare for the shit that could happen after I got unconscious.

I would apprciate your feed back.
best regards

PS: around 6 weeks to go.
 
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Alessa

Alessa

Experienced
Nov 4, 2019
211
I guess that was the last thread I wrote here... Was worth a try.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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If you're unconscious, I have no idea what might "move" you. Perhaps heaving from vomiting, but I don't see how that would be enough to turn you over onto your side, certainly not onto your stomach.
 
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undecided

Experienced
Aug 25, 2023
233
Nobody can know how YOUR body will move or react with the trauma it finds itself in. We don't even know how our OWN bodies will react!
 
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Alessa

Alessa

Experienced
Nov 4, 2019
211
But maybe you guys know what kind of position might be the best to go with. that would already help. I threw some logic based ideas in, but there might be stuff I havent considered yet.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
312
What u will be using to ctb? 3 minutes sounds like N.
 
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