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cowgirlmagic

cowgirlmagic

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May 27, 2026
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if i got to pick another life i'd just choose to die prettily. i'm a selfish, vain woman. i just hope i can look pretty when i'm dead. small, fragile, high out of my mind – literally. i don't want to be happy, i want to be pretty.
 
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callmer

callmer

I wish every soul finds its freedom
Jul 8, 2026
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Most people care more about looks than heart anyway. At least death is beautiful yet genuine.
 
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Kokonoe

Kokonoe

Worthless Doll
Apr 20, 2023
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i really want to die beautifully, too. it's unrealistic but i always hoped my death could be pretty.
 
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violetforever

violetforever

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Dec 24, 2025
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me too. im so vain id kill myself over it.
 
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HaibaneRakka

HaibaneRakka

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May 13, 2023
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I fear oneday I could be aged and look too different then I do now and no longer be able to relate to myself and sometimes I wanna die so I can preserve who I am today and protect myself from being something different. Like I find I build a connection to different stories and characters but they dont change I dont want to lose my connection to them or myself either.
 

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