
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,338
I have said this many times before, but it is such a horrible unfair world we live in where we are forced to exist without choice and yet it is so difficult to leave. Every day it hurts me that ctb is so hard. In this world there is so much pain and suffering that is being experienced and yet the society denies us the option of a peaceful exit and expects us to suffer against our wishes. Trying to force people to live is cruel. I find it horrific that people have to resort to risky and traumatic methods that can fail in order to end their pain.
I see life as being very pointless overall, and staying alive will only mean more dread and despair for me. I believe that the option of a peaceful exit would make life more bearable for many people knowing they could exit when the time is right for them. To me, eternal sleep is preferable to any kind of life. I simply do not want to have to experience anything, I get no enjoyment from life. Every day there is a chance of my life getting much worse as there is unlimited potential for suffering in this life. I will never want to live no matter what. Everyday I wish we lived in a world where I could just exit peacefully. To fall asleep and never wake is what I want the most. Death will end my pointless struggle, I was never meant for this world.
I see life as being very pointless overall, and staying alive will only mean more dread and despair for me. I believe that the option of a peaceful exit would make life more bearable for many people knowing they could exit when the time is right for them. To me, eternal sleep is preferable to any kind of life. I simply do not want to have to experience anything, I get no enjoyment from life. Every day there is a chance of my life getting much worse as there is unlimited potential for suffering in this life. I will never want to live no matter what. Everyday I wish we lived in a world where I could just exit peacefully. To fall asleep and never wake is what I want the most. Death will end my pointless struggle, I was never meant for this world.