Immense hatred for sex and sex havers

[sn375242]

It started when I was 13 and recently it has risen up again. I think it is the start of the whole reason I am who I am. But I don't know what or how it started. I used to read stories abt sex and just get filled with anger to the point I would cry. Now I even find myself wanting to punch pregnant women. I never would but that's how much rage I have.

 

[again_noidea]

do you know what caused your rage against sexuality?

 

[motel rooms]

It started when I was 13 and recently it has risen up again. I think it is the start of the whole reason I am who I am. But I don't know what or how it started.

Something ugly probably happened when you were a child & your mind repressed it.

 

[sn375242]

Something ugly probably happened when you were a child & your mind repressed it.

no sex is something that should be sacred and with one person. When it's not it feels disgusting and icky when u talk to someone who isn't virgin. Like imagine shaking some woman's hand and she touched like 100 pps. It's just nasty and overrated.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

no sex is something that should be sacred and with one person. When it's not it feels disgusting and icky when u talk to someone who isn't virgin. Like imagine shaking some woman's hand and she touched like 100 pps. It's just nasty and overrated.

 

[motel rooms]

It started when I was 13 and recently it has risen up again. I think it is the start of the whole reason I am who I am. But I don't know what or how it started. I used to read stories abt sex and just get filled with anger to the point I would cry. Now I even find myself wanting to punch pregnant women. I never would but that's how much rage I have.

no sex is something that should be sacred and with one person. When it's not it feels disgusting and icky when u talk to someone who isn't virgin. Like imagine shaking some woman's hand and she touched like 100 pps. It's just nasty and overrated.

You're aware that "reading stories about sex at 13 & getting filled with anger to the point that you would cry" is unusual, aren't you? I'm sure that the amount of rage you have makes you feel awful. Don't you consider that a problem? It's unusual & disturbing that you find yourself wanting to punch pregnant women. There's a reason why that is the case, & I'm suggesting that you experienced some kind of sex-related trauma in your childhood. You don't remember what happened because it's too painful for your mind to deal with. I urge you to find a good trauma specialist & open up to them...

 

[aviation]

I've never understood this world's surface focus, in matters like this and all matters. I understand love, as it is soulful connection, a bond between two souls. I don't understand, or 'get to', this world's application of that, the focus on surface, on translation, on application matters like the physical, behavior, 'results' or even personality (as this is always applied, still). People have tried, in the past, to explain what 'attraction' means to me, but while I may understand the words, I don't 'get' what they mean or it. Where does that come from, what does it mean? How do you assign weight to surface? Where do you take that weight from? The weight surface and application have in this world, is somewhere between strange, confusing, and somewhat silly, to me. In more turbulent times, this weight has been almost frightening, like I'm watching people have something shifted in front of them, watching the person disappear behind their application, their surface, in some way - sort of like what extreme hunger can drive people to, where the body overrides being completely. A soulful connection is something so deeply inherent and beautiful, on a true level of core of being, and that goes far deeper than a being's application - yet this world's application works on a surface, an application level, rather than a true one. You find this in far more than just sexuality (all of this is just a 'result' of this world's application, anyway), even just the way people of this world think, are able to think, and apply things, but I'm not sure if I can express this in any way, since it's just part of people's groundwork here, the same way the groundwork of my home shapes me.

 

[Makko]

I have no idea where I got this but here it is

 

[Pure]

smoke some weed and chill out

 

[miserableforever]

It started when I was 13 and recently it has risen up again. I think it is the start of the whole reason I am who I am. But I don't know what or how it started. I used to read stories abt sex and just get filled with anger to the point I would cry. Now I even find myself wanting to punch pregnant women. I never would but that's how much rage I have.

I hate it too. Sex disgusts me when it's in person. I don't mind watching porn though.
Anyone who tries to do it with me is an immediate 'yeah no thanks I hate you' reaction.
Ive been with people. Still can't stand it. No one believes me when I tell them. I always assumed everyone hated it too lol.

 

[user_name_here]

is it just straight sex that gives you this anger? or is it also shared hatred towards bi, gay, trans and straight.

It sounds very unusual to feel this way about something so trivial like peoples bodily functions for the gain of physical pleasure. Like it's such an insignificant part of life (unless used for pro-creation). There's so much more you could focus on

 

[Makko]

is it just straight sex that gives you this anger? or is it also shared hatred towards bi, gay, trans and straight.

It sounds very unusual to feel this way about something so trivial like peoples bodily functions for the gain of physical pleasure. Like it's such an insignificant part of life (unless used for pro-creation). There's so much more you could focus on

It's only an insignificant part of life if you have a healthy relationship to it. It very easily becomes a really big deal if you don't.

 

[miserableforever]

no sex is something that should be sacred and with one person. When it's not it feels disgusting and icky when u talk to someone who isn't virgin. Like imagine shaking some woman's hand and she touched like 100 pps. It's just nasty and overrated.

I agree with you totally. Wish more males were like that. But hey, I also don't drink or do any other 'fun' stuff besides gaming or traveling,

 

[YourNeighbor]

Sounds like your hatred is directed towards women. Get help, work on yourself, and maybe you'll stop being so concerned with what others do when their actions have no effect on you. You sound very young--you have plenty of time to find many enjoyable things in life yet, if you can get better.

God bless sex-havers, without whom we could only go F ourselves.

 

[user_name_here]

It's only an insignificant part of life if you have a healthy relationship to it. It very easily becomes a really big deal if you don't.

I definitely agree and I hear what your saying, but that can likely happen if you put it high up on a pedestal and if your perception of it is tied to porn as a consistent reference. porn depicts it as this unrealistically extravagant big thing, because, well, that's the purpose of porn. In reality it's not like that. (at least generally not like that among most people).

You don't necessarily even need be in a relationship to view it as an insignificant part of your life. You can be single and uninterested in seeking it out. It's not like everybody in a relationship is having this crazy experience that your missing out on. to a lot of couples it even becomes a chore.

 

[hʚll]

i hate it too. it's disgusting . it's the reason why we are all here suffering.

 

[miserableforever]

You're aware that "reading stories about sex at 13 & getting filled with anger to the point that you would cry" is unusual, aren't you? I'm sure that the amount of rage you have makes you feel awful. Don't you consider that a problem? It's unusual & disturbing that you find yourself wanting to punch pregnant women. There's a reason why that is the case, & I'm suggesting that you experienced some kind of sex-related trauma in your childhood. You don't remember what happened because it's too painful for your mind to deal with. I urge you to find a good trauma specialist & open up to them...

I come from abuse and I can relate to OP. Was never able to even find a therapist without health insurance.

 

[Mr2005]

I hate it too. Sex disgusts me when it's in person. I don't mind watching porn though.
Anyone who tries to do it with me is an immediate 'yeah no thanks I hate you' reaction.
Ive been with people. Still can't stand it. No one believes me when I tell them. I always assumed everyone hated it too lol.

That's backwards. People doing it so you don't have to. They're not doing you a favour. You might want it if your needs weren't met elsewhere. The worlds getting more lonely the more we don't even need to leave the house. Soon we won't be able to talk to each other at all.

I agree with you totally. Wish more males were like that. But hey, I also don't drink or do any other 'fun' stuff besides gaming or traveling,

They don't mean it. I used to say the same things when I was a virgin. It filled me with anger that people would sleep with anybody when they wouldn't sleep with me. Then one did and all that went out the window

 

[DepressedSloth]

The title; fucking hilarious!

no sex is something that should be sacred and with one person. When it's not it feels disgusting and icky when u talk to someone who isn't virgin. Like imagine shaking some woman's hand and she touched like 100 pps. It's just nasty and overrated.

Ok, u be trollin yo

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

no, this happens to some dudes when they can't for whatever reason "have sex". it probably started at 13 because that is the age when people become sexually active nowadays. does sex really disgust you or are you angry that you are not having it?

 

[depressedsoul]

I've never had any interest in it lol

 

[apathetic.]

It's disgusting yes. Like watching gore or something. Makes me uncomfortable as a human

 

[YourNeighbor]

The title; fucking hilarious!

Ok, u be trollin yo

Ugh, how did I miss the obvious.

 

[RedEther]

Being Asexual is ok.
Not enjoying or liking sex is ok
finding it gross is ok

Violence over it?
Troll or not
This aint it

 

[Anxieyote]

The human body is quite disgusting. I had a hard time getting intimate with my last boyfriend because of this. I pretended to enjoy the kissing, but…it's sharing saliva. Say it out loud, and it's so fucking gross.

And the sex, all of the fluids…I can't even think about it without wanting to throw up.

The most intimate I will get with any partner is holding their hand, or pressing my head against their t-shirt. Even touching human skin can be gross because of sweat and its rubbery texture.

I only hug comfortable things like stuffed animals that don't secrete fluids from their body.

 

[stygal]

I feel grossed out by pregnancies as well!
I don't like the entitlement pregnant women have - as if they could do no wrong just because they're pregnant.
But I don't want to hurt them or anybody (for having sex) because I simply don't care what they do in their freetime.

Though as @AnxiousSchizoid said if you really think about it - sex is kinda weird and nasty. Sharing bodily fluids and possibly diseases.
You have to be reallyreally horny to look past that - I guess.

 

[xLosthopex]

Omg I used to feel this way when I was younger but I never knew or discovered why… also used to get this a lot with my ex
I'm kinda just neutral when it comes to sex nowadays though, unless something triggers some kind of reaction in me
I've never really been interested in sex though, which is probably weird considering I'm a sex worker lol, and even when I think I'm interested in having sex I think deep down I just want validation from men and to know they desire me and find me attractive…
Omg that sounds so vain and shallow

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not have any hatred or anger, but I feel uncomfortable when I hear people talking about it. Just the thought of it is pretty disgusting and it is something that I never want to experience. Also, it is one of my worst nightmares ending up pregnant, it just scares me.

 

[sn375242]

You're aware that "reading stories about sex at 13 & getting filled with anger to the point that you would cry" is unusual, aren't you? I'm sure that the amount of rage you have makes you feel awful. Don't you consider that a problem? It's unusual & disturbing that you find yourself wanting to punch pregnant women. There's a reason why that is the case, & I'm suggesting that you experienced some kind of sex-related trauma in your childhood. You don't remember what happened because it's too painful for your mind to deal with. I urge you to find a good trauma specialist & open up to them...

No lol. I haven't. why is everything abt sex when I talk to degenerates. Anyways idk that was the start to why I hate people because I hated sex. now it's spreading into something else like actual rage. It's like frustrating I can't even say it cause it's illegal.

No lol. I haven't. why is everything abt sex when I talk to degenerates. Anyways idk that was the start to why I hate people because I hated sex. now it's spreading into something else like actual rage. It's like frustrating I can't even say it cause it's illegal.

I do not have any hatred or anger, but I feel uncomfortable when I hear people talking about it. Just the thought of it is pretty disgusting and it is something that I never want to experience. Also, it is one of my worst nightmares ending up pregnant, it just scares me.

Oh read my other thread btw. I am becoming someone else and I hate it.

I feel grossed out by pregnancies as well!
I don't like the entitlement pregnant women have - as if they could do no wrong just because they're pregnant.
But I don't want to hurt them or anybody (for having sex) because I simply don't care what they do in their freetime.

Though as @AnxiousSchizoid said if you really think about it - sex is kinda weird and nasty. Sharing bodily fluids and possibly diseases.
You have to be reallyreally horny to look past that - I guess.

I'm not talking about pregnancy but atm I am going through an extreme rage so I apologize in advance if I say something super rude lol

Being Asexual is ok.
Not enjoying or liking sex is ok
finding it gross is ok

Violence over it?
Troll or not
This aint it

Not trolling. I actually am starting to hate everyone not just sex and sex havers. Please read my other threads. I need help.

no, this happens to some dudes when they can't for whatever reason "have sex". it probably started at 13 because that is the age when people become sexually active nowadays. does sex really disgust you or are you angry that you are not having it?

Both

smoke some weed and chill out

I don't do drugs

is it just straight sex that gives you this anger? or is it also shared hatred towards bi, gay, trans and straight.

It sounds very unusual to feel this way about something so trivial like peoples bodily functions for the gain of physical pleasure. Like it's such an insignificant part of life (unless used for pro-creation). There's so much more you could focus on

I don't consider lesbians fingering each other sex. Gay sex is still anger inducing lol and again Idk why I have it I just do.

Sounds like your hatred is directed towards women. Get help, work on yourself, and maybe you'll stop being so concerned with what others do when their actions have no effect on you. You sound very young--you have plenty of time to find many enjoyable things in life yet, if you can get better.

God bless sex-havers, without whom we could only go F ourselves.

No uh and it's not only to women u misandrist. I hate non virgin men the same.

That's backwards. People doing it so you don't have to. They're not doing you a favour. You might want it if your needs weren't met elsewhere. The worlds getting more lonely the more we don't even need to leave the house. Soon we won't be able to talk to each other at all.

They don't mean it. I used to say the same things when I was a virgin. It filled me with anger that people would sleep with anybody when they wouldn't sleep with me. Then one did and all that went out the window

It won't happen for me because I won't allow it to. That's the difference I hate it I don't hate that I can't have it. I hate the act and if I really really wanted to. There are ways but that is not the case.

 

[sn375242]

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