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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
216
They don't have any actual friends but seem to have a million people they know.

My mom probably will go kinda insane and my dad idk.

It's unfair. That I have to suffer a life I didn't want just because they were selfish and wanted a child.

They don't even notice I'm depressed too so it's going to be a shock to them.
 
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cheaptrick

cheaptrick

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Jul 17, 2024
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It's tough. I feel the same way. Obviously don't answer if you're not comfortable but why do you want to ctb? Is it just depression or are there other reasons. I feel like that will heavily affect how your parents react.
 
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valar_morghulis21

All men must die.
Jul 17, 2026
151
Same for my parents. Mom would go insane, dad and my siblings probably gonna take it a little better cause we aren't as close.
 
Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined everything
Jul 17, 2026
276
Thats the only thing that worries and upsets me i just cried so much after i realised theres nothing i can do to not make them get contacted about my death
 

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