Help I'm Very Scared Right Now, Anyone Willing to Chat?

[AngelTear]

Like the title says, I'm scared and anxious right now. I figured perhaps I could chat to someone to try and ease my discomfort to see if it helps at all. Maybe even hop on a game if you're willing.

 

[Chems_Solution]

Damn that must've been so rough huh if you'd like to talk about it, is there a trigger before this happened tho?

 

[suicides]

Maybe we can play overwatch if that's something you're up/in to.

 

[AngelTear]

Damn that must've been so rough huh if you'd like to talk about it, is there a trigger before this happened tho?

Stress makes it worse but so far there is no triggers I've observed in my mother. (This is assuming you've seen my other posts.)

If you're asking why I'm scared, I woke up and heard my mother screaming and I could not tell it was real. However I quickly found out that she was in fact having another delusional meltdown...she had one yesterday too...the frequency and intensity is only increasing and I have no way of stopping it because she doesn't want help and she doesn't listen to anyone. Hospitalization is not effective since she can reject medication too.

Ideally I need to get the fuck out of this house or just finally kill myself. I think I will try again tomorrow since nothings getting better and there's no help for me and trust me I've asked for help but nothing ever actually has been a significant and continuous help for my situation.

Maybe we can play overwatch if that's something you're up/in to.

I don't have overwatch but I don't mind streaming a game or watching a stream

 

[gardenfairy]

what do you like to play? we could play something or talk if ur still looking <3

 

[AngelTear]

what do you like to play? we could play something or talk if ur still looking <3

I um like playing L4D2, Minecraft, and House Flipper 2. I have other multiplayer games but those are more comforting to me. I also have Discord too.

 

[gardenfairy]

I um like playing L4D2, Minecraft, and House Flipper 2. I have other multiplayer games but those are more comforting to me. I also have Discord too.

wanna dm ur discord?? its late here so i cant play for super long but i have minecraft and house flipper !

 

[AngelTear]

wanna dm ur discord?? its late here so i cant play for super long but i have minecraft and house flipper !

Oki

wanna dm ur discord?? its late here so i cant play for super long but i have minecraft and house flipper !

Wait how do I dm? I cannot see your page it just gives me an error

 

[gardenfairy]

Oki

Wait how do I dm? I cannot see your page it just gives me an error

im not 100% sure but it might be bc ur account is new T^T if ur comfortable saying ur username in a comment i can add u

 

[AngelTear]

im not 100% sure but it might be bc ur account is new T^T if ur comfortable saying ur username in a comment i can add u

Oh yeah it's fine, my Discord is norainnoshine, that should work