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LittleMagician

LittleMagician

Experienced
Apr 17, 2025
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I can barely ever leave the house and I have low energy 99% of the time, the only other person I can talk to is my boyfriend and some specific family members (but not for a long while) everyone else I barely have the energy to form a decent interaction with them and I basically go upstairs to hide from them. Today I didn't lock the door because I was asleep, my sister allegedly told me too in the morning but either I did not hear her or she didn't and my mum scolded me when she came home and I overheard her on the phone with my younger sister saying I'm useless and she doesn't trust me. I can't even fault it though lol I mean it's true these things used to bother me way more than it does now and I think it's because I've built a tolerance around it which I think is a good thing.
 
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Blue Ocean

Student
Jan 26, 2025
194
I can barely ever leave the house and I have low energy 99% of the time, the only other person I can talk to is my boyfriend and some specific family members (but not for a long while) everyone else I barely have the energy to form a decent interaction with them and I basically go upstairs to hide from them. Today I didn't lock the door because I was asleep, my sister allegedly told me too in the morning but either I did not hear her or she didn't and my mum scolded me when she came home and I overheard her on the phone with my younger sister saying I'm useless and she doesn't trust me. I can't even fault it though lol I mean it's true these things used to bother me way more than it does now and I think it's because I've built a tolerance around it which I think is a good thing.
same
 
divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Its true though our depression does become a burden to our family
 
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