I’m trying to encourage myself

[prototypian]

It feels like the opposite of encouraging yourself to run or eat healthy food or do extra work. I'm encouraging myself bit by bit to take my own life. Nothing matters and everyone will always be mad at me. I just need the encouragement.

 

[Worndown]

We are not supposed to do that.
Could you give us some insight into your situation?

 

[Wolf Girl]

That's such a tough spot to be in. It's something that you only understand if you have been truly suicidal. I wish you the best in whatever you choose.

 

[prototypian]

I don't want others encouragement to take my own life. At all.


I'm trying to encourage myself. I haven't been successful before and I feel that this positive reinforcement of self encouragement will help me make the necessary steps.

I don't like rationalization or platitudes. Such as "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem". Or other such things. I believe we all die. So there isn't an impermanence to death. Whether that death is suicide or natural causes or luck of a city bus and poor positioning.

I want to practice encouraging myself to be positive about taking my own life. No encouragement from this forum or pressure. I'm just going to start the mental exercises of what is good about no longer being alive.

 

[DontTouchMeImFamous]

Could you give us some insight into your situation?

ur not a doctor

I don't want others encouragement to take my own life. At all.


I'm trying to encourage myself. I haven't been successful before and I feel that this positive reinforcement of self encouragement will help me make the necessary steps.

I don't like rationalization or platitudes. Such as "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem". Or other such things. I believe we all die. So there isn't an impermanence to death. Whether that death is suicide or natural causes or luck of a city bus and poor positioning.

I want to practice encouraging myself to be positive about taking my own life. No encouragement from this forum or pressure. I'm just going to start the mental exercises of what is good about no longer being alive.

Same. I feel I've done very well at that. I feel I'm getting closer and that I will soon be able to do it.
Although I'd prefer assisted suicide cuz it is more peaceful, faster and not scary at all. This is my dream. I really would do anything to get it but I don't think they would accept me. This is so sad. I mean imagine that: I'd travel to Switzerland, spend few days traveling and do things I love. Then when it's time, I'd go away forever.