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meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
372
dont really want to talk to anyone or vent. dont even want to write a note. because im so tired of everything. and i have no words to say
 
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meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
372
Are you sleeping at all?
yeah. 6-7 hours per night. im on mirtazapine, it makes falling asleep very easy
i just wish i could sleep all the time and didnt have to wake up. didnt have to go outside and meet people
 
mortuarymary

mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
1,363
If you don't have to do that then sleep. Fuck going outside. If needed take an extra tablet.
 
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meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
372
If you don't have to do that then sleep. Fuck going outside. If needed take an extra tablet.
i wish i could. but i have a work, where i have to be a responsible adult so i can earn money to live my stupid life
its barely bearable to be around people. i look them in their faces and all i could think about is "i want to kill myself. how do you all lucky bastards not feel that way?" or "how awkward would everyone feel if i say out loud about my thoughts"
i dont want to manipulate others. dont want them to console me. then why do i think these thoughts. hillarious
 
Doemu

Doemu

⸸ I am my own end ⸸
Feb 4, 2024
223
I hope you get better
 
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