Venting Im tired of waiting (another vent post sorry)

[falling_snow]

Im really tired. I've been waiting for so long. I gave people that never deserved my time nor any opportunities. To my parents, I expected them to change; to my sister, I expected her to return my love and attention, or at least acceptance. To those "friends", too many opportunities and chances for them to explain, and I, so dumb, trusted and heard them. To those who used me, empathy, understanding, time, and even help. And all that because the false hope of change.
They never change. They don't even know that they are wrong or have hurt me. Even when I tell them that I am hurt or that I am not comfortable around them. I am always changing and making and effort for people that don't even consider me a person.

I am surrounded by dumbasses.