Venting I’m tired of this endless cycle

[g&hexmhn]

I'm in this stupid cycle where i set my final date a d a few days later something amazing happens to me. Whether its a person coming into my life or something else. Its enough for me to set mg date on hold. A few weeks later that person or thing disappears or something fucked up happens to me. Few days later, my date is back. The cycle keeps repeating itself and im tired of being given something only for it to be ripped out the second I'm genuinely happy. I know it will happen, so every time something good happens, im not as happy with it. But the pain of that thing disappearing hurts way worse every single time.

 

[Enlighten]

I guess you trying to contain your happiness is a coping mechanism to reduce the pain. Still, i think you should cherish these moments. They make life worth living for. And not all people leave your life.