Discussion I'm tired of the terrible thoughts

[fkyou]

I'm tired of the terrible thoughts..I just want peace

 

[Unlucky777]

I'm tired of my thoughts also. I feel you. The constant reminder by my stupid fucking brain of all my past mistakes, traumas, fuck ups, regrets, bad memories, just everything. I think ultimately my thoughts will drive me to my CTB attempt. I just want peace also and I wish I could shut down my thoughts permanently.

 

[fkyou]

I'm tired of my thoughts also. I feel you. The constant reminder by my stupid fucking brain of all my past mistakes, traumas, fuck ups, regrets, bad memories, just everything. I think ultimately my thoughts will drive me to my CTB attempt. I just want peace also and I wish I could shut down my thoughts permanently.

Exactly bro ..hugs
My terrible thoughts are definitely driving me to ctb

 

[itsgone2]

It's non stop
Literally non stop
How can anyone be expected to live like this

 

[fkyou]

It's non stop
Literally non stop
How can anyone be expected to live like this

I hope you are okay it's gone.. it's painful for me too

 

[Unlucky777]

Exactly bro ..hugs
My terrible thoughts are definitely driving me to ctb

One thing that does help is ketamine therapy. But at times my brain decides to unload every mistake, every regret, what ifs, could have beens, there is no escaping these things. I also like to play chess and I'm so laser focused on the game that it is also a moment when I'm at peace.