
Ravel
tired
- Dec 13, 2021
- 141
I'm seeing a psychiatrist again. I've been to neurologists, psychiatrists, even homeopathy I've tried since I was 13 years old. Every appointment with a new psychiatrist, or any other doctor is the same. They don't look at me, they keep typing what I'm feeling into their notebooks, prescribe me drugs that have fucked up my memory over the years and send me away. That's it. I thought this time would be different, I would find a psychiatrist who would treat me like a human being, I don't know. Have you ever been through this? It seems that no psychiatrist likes me. I just wanted to be comforted, damn it. Hearing from the doctor that I will be fine, even though I know I won't be, even though I know that in a few months I will ctb. I'm only seeing a psychiatrist again because of my family. They want it. Anyway, have you ever had a psychiatrist who cares about you?


