Venting I'm tired of living like this

[GustavobolivaGarcía]

Where to start this Im a fucking dwarf, on top of that I'm Latino and live in a third world country where my family is extremely poor.I get severely bullied every day everyone sees me as a freak or maybe how I truly am, a useless weird piece of shit, I'm supposed to graduate this year but I don't think I will I'm gonna have to repeat 12th grade again ITS MY FUCKING SECOND TIME in a useless piece of shit and I can't keep going I don't want to do this anymore I'm thinking about suicide but don't know if I should I'm scared of what would happened if I do I don't want to leave a traumatic scene for my family but I also don't want to keep on living. At this point I just want an artistic death quick and easy and not to leave behind a traumatic scene.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the forum. I'm sorry you have to go through that, life is often so unfair and rough. You can have a look in the Suicide Resource Compilation. I hope u find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering, existence really is too cruel and dreadful, I wish that it's straightforward to peacefully cease existing on our own terms. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.