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Tiburcio

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I'm so tired of living. When nothing brings you enjoyement anylonger, you know what you must do. My lack of motivation in life opened my eyes: no more goals will keep me trapped. My depression saved me of life. It won't be necessary suffering everyday with very few things to cope. Directly, it won't be necessary suffering never again.

My mind reached the state where all my wishes, my hopes and my dreams dissapeared. Now, I have no fear, I have no doubts: I must do it.

I'm glad of being depressed for so many time because it made me losing every passion I had and this will let me killing myself finally. I will leave this cursed reality for dancing with the stars, forever.

Every doubt dissapeared. I'm preparing everything for the next month, when I can do it easily. By now, I'm forced to live one month more.

My time is getting close. Hope everything goes right at the final moment.
 
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skitliv

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Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
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Well said, I hope my time is close too
 
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shattered dreams

shattered dreams

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Jun 5, 2018
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I am coming to the same conclusion, it will just take me a little longer to finally end it all. I live on $1,000 a month paying $500 a month for rent. I am too sick to earn anymore. All I do is lay down on the floor all night playing on the computer. I have no friends and no life. There is a point where nothing is pleasurable anymore, and just existing is tough. I wish you the best with whatever you decide.
 
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me to I'm so tired of living.My time is getting close. to Hope everything goes right at the final moment.
 
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Fylobatica

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Apr 1, 2018
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Hey man,

I'm not that good with wishes; I can't say much other than I feel a deep sympathy with your thoughts from what I have been reading here, we're often on the same wavelength and sometimes it's almost like you're speaking from my mind.

I can't wish "good luck" since luck usually backstabs us when we least expect or want it, what I'm hoping for is that you find the strength needed to make choices in your best interest, whatever they will be.

I think I'll take a break from posting on SS as well, I'm increasingly growing tired even of typing on a keyboard. What a mess.
Te saludo Tiburcio!
 
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Tiburcio

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Hey man,

I'm not that good with wishes; I can't say much other than I feel a deep sympathy with your thoughts from what I have been reading here, we're often on the same wavelength and sometimes it's almost like you're speaking from my mind.

I can't wish "good luck" since luck usually backstabs us when we least expect or want it, what I'm hoping for is that you find the strength needed to make choices in your best interest, whatever they will be.

I think I'll take a break from posting on SS as well, I'm increasingly growing tired even of typing on a keyboard. What a mess.
Te saludo Tiburcio!

Thank you for writting this.

This comments calm me a lot. I'm firmly determined in my decision and I will do everything I can for fulfill my wish.

If this is the last time we talk, goodbye. If luck is not the right word, I just wish you everything could go right.

I don't know what you will do, but you deserve some peace in life or death.
 
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Fylobatica

Fylobatica

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Apr 1, 2018
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If luck is not the right word, I just wish you everything could go right.

I'll do my best. This is a promise.

Signing off now, goodbye!
 
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