
Waiting for death
Experienced
- Oct 2, 2023
- 216
I don't understand why sometimes I feel like a piece of human garbage. The worst thing in life is being lonely and always thinking about the future and you can't see a light at the end of the tunnel. I can't see myself here in one or years. I don't care about anything in life (relationship, work, nothing). I feel envious of those who succeed. I spend all my day lied on my bed or playing video games. At the age of 26, I live like a teenager. I gave another opportunity for myself to start living again but it's tough, I'm tired of being tortured, I'm tired of wanting to have stuffs that I can never have. I'm sick and tired of this corrupt capitalist world, everything is about money. I feel really lost. Thank God I'm going away very soon.