Venting I'm tired of a life of just pain and sorrow and fiending to recreate some semblance of happiness with drugs

[KillingPain267]

I have no natural happiness or contentment. I don't even know what that feels like anymore. The best I have is feeling nothing at all. Drugs help but it's becoming stressing to acquire them and do them in secret without being found out and shamed. I'm tired.

 

[Nightfoot]

Drugs also lead needing more and more to get the same effect, and increased risk of incarceration. Street drugs are also notorious for having other things in them. Sorry you're going through such a hard time.

 

[KillingPain267]

Drugs also lead needing more and more to get the same effect, and increased risk of incarceration. Street drugs are also notorious for having other things in them. Sorry you're going through such a hard time.

I know. That's why I'm tired of it all. Apart from the first problem you mention with drugs though, the rest are caused by the legal system and/or profit maximization, not drugs in general. Some drugs by themselves cause organ damage, some don't, most cause dependence, a few don't. But sensitization happens with almost all types, yes. The key is to moderate, but even then there are some drug users who simply end up frustrated and give them up based on nothing else than it having become boring. But then, what is the point in living if you've tried everything but it all falls short?