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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
155
I'm unexpectedly home alone, and I don't know if I'll get another chance like this. But SN has a strong Chemical smell, and I'm not sure if it's still useble since it's been open for three months. Should I take the risk?
 
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siphon_hyphen

taking advantage of what I can!
Jan 3, 2026
35
Please make sure you're not going to do anything impulsive. It is not my place to talk you out of anything, and I'm not trying to! But make sure you know what you're doing. When it comes to something like suicide, if you're unsure about even the littlest things, that can be very dangerous :[ It would be horrible for you to end up regretting it because you weren't careful enough, you know?
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
155
Assicurati di non fare nulla di impulsivo. Non sta a me dissuaderti da niente, e non ci sto nemmeno provando! Ma assicurati di sapere cosa stai facendo. Quando si tratta di qualcosa come il suicidio, se non sei sicuro anche delle cose più piccole, può essere molto pericoloso :[ Sarebbe terribile se poi te ne pentissi perché non sei stato abbastanza attento, lo sai?
But I can be alone for a long time, and It won't happen to me again. The last time, they found me
 
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siphon_hyphen

taking advantage of what I can!
Jan 3, 2026
35
I fear I don't have enough info about SN to tell you if it'd properly work when it's been open for 3 months. I assume it would be, but really just ask yourself if the risk of something going wrong would be worth it. I think that's how you can determine if you want to go through with it or not, y'know? If you ever want to talk more about it, too, you can always message me ❤️ I don't want anyone to have to feel alone when they're contemplating these things.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,849
Absolutely not, unless you've fasted for eight hours, which is unlikely since you didn't plan for this.

Also, what do you mean it's been open for three months? You mean you opened it and then immediately closed it three months ago, or it's been completely open & exposed to the air for three months?
I fear I don't have enough info about SN to tell you if it'd properly work when it's been open for 3 months. I assume it would be, but really just ask yourself if the risk of something going wrong would be worth it. I think that's how you can determine if you want to go through with it or not, y'know? If you ever want to talk more about it, too, you can always message me ❤️ I don't want anyone to have to feel alone when they're contemplating these things.
SN requires an eight hour fast beforehand. It can't be taken impulsively for that reason.
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
155
Assolutamente no, a meno che tu non abbia digiunato per otto ore, il che è improbabile visto che non l'avevi programmato.

Inoltre, cosa intendi con "è stato aperto per tre mesi"? Intendi dire che l'hai aperto e poi richiuso subito tre mesi fa, oppure che è rimasto completamente aperto ed esposto all'aria per tre mesi?

SN richiede un digiuno di otto ore prima dell'assunzione. Per questo motivo non può essere assunto impulsivamente.
It's morning now, so I can fast for eight hours. I opened It three months ago because I had already tried before, but the First Time I didn't drink it all, and the second time I was discovered. It's in a plastic bag, so I didn't store It very well
 
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0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
147
It's morning now, so I can fast for eight hours. I opened It three months ago because I had already tried before, but the First Time I didn't drink it all, and the second time I was discovered. It's in a plastic bag, so I didn't store It very well
You were discovered and they somehow let you keep the bag? Discovered after drinking?
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
155
Ti hanno scoperto e in qualche modo ti hanno lasciato tenere la borsa? Scoperto dopo aver bevuto?
I gave another substance bought by mistake and they trusted It. Yes I had been drinking and I woke up with a terrible diarrhea, so I got found out
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,849
I gave another substance bought by mistake and they trusted It. Yes I had been drinking and I woke up with a terrible diarrhea, so I got found out
No other symptoms? If that was the only symptom, I think it seems suspicious, and maybe it's not really SN. Maybe it's just powdered laxatives or something.
 
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Penelope12

Student
May 2, 2026
155
Nessun altro sintomo? Se questo fosse l'unico sintomo, mi sembrerebbe sospetto, e forse non si tratta davvero di SN. Magari è solo colpa di lassativi in polvere o qualcosa del genere.
Dizziness, I couldn't stand up. They admitted me to the hospital, And the tests immediately Showed It was sn
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,849
Dizziness, I couldn't stand up. They admitted me to the hospital, And the tests immediately Showed It was sn
Ah, ok.
Well, only you can know if you're ready. I wish you peace either way.
 
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Estrella87

Member
Jul 27, 2026
62
Like others said in this thread, don't do precipitated and not thought enough things just because you are alone now. It's probably not the first and not the last time you will be alone. If you need to speak also don't hesitate to pm me or others, many here are nice persons. Apart of this, I don't see why the SN wouldn't be OK but anyway it requires time and can't be done impulsively.
 
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