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spectraltease

spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
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Im the only one who (when im depressed) go out for a cigarette and just walk in the dark or sitting somewhere?😭
 
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newbie87

Member
Jul 15, 2022
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Nope, it is a normal attitude to change the environment. It helps.
 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
785
Walking has always been one of my chief consolations, my meditation.
 
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knux

knux

Member
Nov 11, 2020
45
Always do it and it's always just after midnight when the world is at its queitest.
 
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sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
111
Yup, what I'm doing rn, I walk away from a lot of shit because everything gets so overwhelming
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
I still go for a walk in the early hours along the same route l used to walk with my dog before he passed, l like the stillness of the silent darkness as it allows me to think clearly!
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
I do this sometimes. Exercise also helps me to distract a little. But it doesn't solve my problems.
 
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foreverfalling

foreverfalling

Experienced
Jul 22, 2022
271
You are not alone, I do it too. I just went out late last night with some music on, looking at the stars with tears in my eyes.
 
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spectraltease

spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
317
I do this sometimes. Exercise also helps me to distract a little. But it doesn't solve my problems.
Yeah I love the gym but had closed today
You are not alone, I do it too. I just went out late last night with some music on, looking at the stars with tears in my eyes.
I cant even cry anymore
 
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LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,352
I love to walk on summer nights. I hate winter because of that.
 
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SectOfValtiel

SectOfValtiel

Attendant of God
Nov 7, 2022
217
i used to, but even with music theres not enough going on to distract me
gives me too much room to think
and thinking too much leads to feeling too much, and
i hate crying in public...
walks in the rain were nice, though
not like anyone could tell
 
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western_heart

western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
622
I try to do so every day, if it's not too cold, wet, dry, or windy..

but there is no where to walk to & sit down without walking at least a mile, partly through undeveloped land that will be muddy after rain/melt. The only place to walk is on the roads.
 
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releasespieces

releasespieces

Poles are shifting, death is looming
Jun 26, 2022
286
Im the only one who (when im depressed) go out for a cigarette and just walk in the dark or sitting somewhere?😭
I walk often, but I admittedly have some long bouts of laziness too. It really helps me burn off my angst, I have emotional, rage issues from brain damage and sometimes walking and self-talk helps me calm down some. It really does help me escape for a while, it's meditative.
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,274
Im the only one who (when im depressed) go out for a cigarette and just walk in the dark or sitting somewhere?😭
I like doing this too, minus the smoking part. If I stay inside for a day, I go insane. I need to go outside for a walk.
 
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Givenuponlife

Member
Jul 6, 2022
81
I do this on occasion. Makes me feel a bit better.
 
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Blahhh

Blahhh

Member
Dec 13, 2022
69
I sometimes go take a walk in a forest to calm me down
 
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Aya&Dazy

Member
Nov 11, 2022
63
Sitting in the dark. Hmmm, your town must be very safe.

I live downtown, not so safe here but I love walking . This past thanksgiving, I felt lonely af so I went for a walk in the dark evening and a homeless man followed me. It's quite like a ghost town for obvious reasons. Scared the heck out of me. Since then I will only walk during the day time. I wanna die but not be murdered. haha

Sometimes I walk when there is mild snowing. Feel so good.
 
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treetop.grazer

Student
Jan 11, 2022
126
I'm constantly going out on random walks, being in the house just gets me down so I find any excuse to go for a walk
 
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spectraltease

spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
317
Sitting in the dark. Hmmm, your town must be very safe.

I live downtown, not so safe here but I love walking . This past thanksgiving, I felt lonely af so I went for a walk in the dark evening and a homeless man followed me. It's quite like a ghost town for obvious reasons. Scared the heck out of me. Since then I will only walk during the day time. I wanna die but not be murdered. haha

Sometimes I walk when there is mild snowing. Feel so good.
Yeah its safe here haha. Its a village near a 40k population city, so nothing much happends here. Its so weird when im sitting there randomly and some strangers come by lol
 
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SamTam33

Warlock
Oct 9, 2022
763
I'd love to walk late at night or very early morning when it's still dark out. But men are out there doing men things... So I don't have that privilege.
 
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