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ISeeDarkness

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Jul 10, 2022
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I'm getting it from [redacted]. I don't know 100 percent that I'll use it. I probably will at some point though. If anyone has advice or wants to talk please message me!
 
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hiddenbpd

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Oct 19, 2022
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I'm getting it from [redacted]. I don't know 100 percent that I'll use it. I probably will at some point though. If anyone has advice or wants to talk please message me!
What pushed you to order SN? I'm currently in the contemplating leaning towards buying phase.
 
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AliciaFox32

Master of her fate. Captain of her soul.
Nov 19, 2022
26
Hey there. I've got my SN hidden away. I have the anti acids, a strong sleeping pill but I don't have a strong anti nausea/vomiting pill. Im trying to figure out how to get them. I got all of my information from Stan's guide. Have you got everything you need? How are you feeling about this? Personally, I'm really scared that this method won't work.
 
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ISeeDarkness

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Jul 10, 2022
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Hey there. I've got my SN hidden away. I have the anti acids, a strong sleeping pill but I don't have a strong anti nausea/vomiting pill. Im trying to figure out how to get them. I got all of my information from Stan's guide. Have you got everything you need? How are you feeling about this? Personally, I'm really scared that this method won't work.
I'm a little nervous it won't work too, to be honest. I have quetiapine, which according to Stan's guide will work as an anti-emetic...hopefully.
You in the UK?
Nah, America.
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
727
I am about to order some soon as well, I'm scared of it becoming unavailable. Does anyone know if it comes in an unmarked package from this source?
 
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ISeeDarkness

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Jul 10, 2022
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I am about to order some soon as well, I'm scared of it becoming unavailable. Does anyone know if it comes in an unmarked package from this source?
Hmm, you might be able to request that it come in an unmarked package.
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
727
Hmm, you might be able to request that it come in an unmarked package.
I was going to do that but I'm afraid they'll be suspicious if I request thatā€¦ also the bottle doesn't say if it's 99% hmmm
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
727
My bottle doesn't say that neither. Have you opened it?
I didn't order it yet! I was about to but stopped because I don't want it to come marked and I don't want it to not be potent enough.
It says it's food gradeā€¦ I read somewhere else on this site that that's enough
 
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Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
Nice! Having it really does provide a certain level of comfort. Knowing it's in your possession and ready for action when you are. No more having to contemplate endless horrific methods and search for supplies. It will work, follow Stan's recipe for success and don't call for help. Endure the ride and it will take you to your next destination. Don't pay attention to all the critics and the ones that talk negative about sn. You have no idea who's typing on the other side of that screen. They can be pro-suffer lurkers or people who tried half assed attempts then came back with some shit to say. Keep doing your best and living what's left, when you decide to catch the bus, you are now in possession of the bus ticket.

Love and respectšŸ™
 
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AliciaFox32

Master of her fate. Captain of her soul.
Nov 19, 2022
26
I didn't order it yet! I was about to but stopped because I don't want it to come marked and I don't want it to not be potent enough.
That's what I'm worried about with mine too. I have bought it and I've opened the bottle. It says that it is toxic to humans on the sticker. But I'm still unsure if it's pure enough..
 
brokensea

brokensea

Arcanist
Aug 4, 2022
406
I'm confused about the food grade and the kind I've seen for metals. Which one to actually buy or if they're different.
 
almaranthine

almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
616
hey just in case, you may want to abbreviate the source (CCS) just to keep it on the dl. I know it seems silly all things considered, because users have been abbreviating all the sources that were previously available that are now restricted, but it's best to stay on the safe side. I've been very curious about this particular company because the purity percentage isn't listed and the company owner back in 2018 was arrested for having explosives and meth in his home and business. Idk if the same guy still runs it. If it is, perhaps they aren't afraid of the "bad" press that comes along with selling SN. Let us know if you end up getting it from them. As far as I know, it's one of the last companies that will sell to individuals in the US aside from the beloved, but expensive IC.
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
727
That's what I'm worried about with mine too. I have bought it and I've opened the bottle. It says that it is toxic to humans on the sticker. But I'm still unsure if it's pure enough..
I am assuming the box it was delivered in indicated where it's from? That it's a chemical?

It's so odd that it wouldn't have its purity written on the bottle or anywhere for that matter.
 
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AliciaFox32

Master of her fate. Captain of her soul.
Nov 19, 2022
26
I am assuming the box it was delivered in indicated where it's from? That it's a chemical?

It's so odd that it wouldn't have its purity written on the bottle or anywhere for that matter.
It was delivered to a delivery service company. I went to collect it in a box but it didn't have any warnings on it or anything like that. It just has the skull and crossbones and the warning that it's toxic to humans. This is what it looks like (I have 5 of these bottles, each 50g)
 

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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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It must be a relief just having the option of SN so that you don't feel trapped in this awful world. I wish you the best.
 
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almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
616
It was delivered to a delivery service company. I went to collect it in a box but it didn't have any warnings on it or anything like that. It just has the skull and crossbones and the warning that it's toxic to humans. This is what it looks like (I have 5 of these bottles, each 50g)
You got this from CCS? I thought the smallest size they carried was 100g šŸ¤”
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
727
It was delivered to a delivery service company. I went to collect it in a box but it didn't have any warnings on it or anything like that. It just has the skull and crossbones and the warning that it's toxic to humans. This is what it looks like (I have 5 of these bottles, each 50g)
Thank you for sharing your experience. I hope everything works out. ā¤ļø
 
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AliciaFox32

Master of her fate. Captain of her soul.
Nov 19, 2022
26
You got this from CCS? I thought the smallest size they carried was 100g šŸ¤”
The most I could order was 5 x 50g plastic bottles of SN. So I took what I could get.
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
727
I'm getting it from [redacted]. I don't know 100 percent that I'll use it. I probably will at some point though. If anyone has advice or wants to talk please message me!
I ordered some earlier! I can't private message yet because I'm a noob but if you could update us when you get it that would be super helpful. I'm very nervous my family member is going to question it as she is usually home when we get deliveries.
 
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Looking4Answers2

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Nov 15, 2022
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You'd be surprised how many people are happy for you that you are doing what you can, taking your time and being mindful in your decisions to ultimately help yourself
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
379
hey just in case, you may want to abbreviate the source (CCS) just to keep it on the dl. I know it seems silly all things considered, because users have been abbreviating all the sources that were previously available that are now restricted, but it's best to stay on the safe side. I've been very curious about this particular company because the purity percentage isn't listed and the company owner back in 2018 was arrested for having explosives and meth in his home and business. Idk if the same guy still runs it. If it is, perhaps they aren't afraid of the "bad" press that comes along with selling SN. Let us know if you end up getting it from them. As far as I know, it's one of the last companies that will sell to individuals in the US aside from the beloved, but expensive IC.
Thanks for the heads-up on the CCS owner. It prompted me to do some research too. What you said was indeed correct and current. Makes me very wary of ordering anything from anyone. Thanks to you I'll definitely take the time to research sources more diligently.
 
goodnighttime

goodnighttime

Member
Nov 18, 2022
23
Also ordering from CCS. Hopefully it's a good source.
 
almaranthine

almaranthine

Wizard
Nov 28, 2019
616
Thanks for the heads-up on the CCS owner. It prompted me to do some research too. What you said was indeed correct and current. Makes me very wary of ordering anything from anyone. Thanks to you I'll definitely take the time to research sources more diligently.
No problem! Anytime I see this source mentioned I bring it up lol. If you do order, definitely don't use a debit card. If possible, I would load up one of those credit gift cards since the site is a bit sketch.
 
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lunex

Member
Nov 5, 2022
25
No problem! Anytime I see this source mentioned I bring it up lol. If you do order, definitely don't use a debit card. If possible, I would load up one of those credit gift cards since the site is a bit sketch.
Im interested in the ccs source if anyone can pm
 
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jussrav

jussrav

Experienced
Sep 9, 2023
237
Also interested in the ccs source if someone can help.
 
hevlalab

hevlalab

Take me back in time
Sep 14, 2023
125
Same here, can anyone pm me with the ccs source please?
 

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