uncat_
aspiring corpse
- Nov 3, 2023
- 145
im not sure why im making this post. ive just realized how exhausted i am. i cant stay in this god forsaken life anymore.
ive been having panic attacks every day this past week, ive been fallimg behind in school, i cant do simple tasks without breaking down anymore. i speak to myself like all the people who have hurt me in the past.
i speak to myself like my mother and father, i speak to myself like old teachers, like my bad friendships, like my ex, like my blackmailer, like my groomers, like all my abusers. i cant do this anymore.
nothings seems worth living for anymore, if i always end up back like this.
i just need a break from everything, but i cant have a break. everything just keeps coming at me over and over, i cant handle these tests anymore. im weak
ive been having panic attacks every day this past week, ive been fallimg behind in school, i cant do simple tasks without breaking down anymore. i speak to myself like all the people who have hurt me in the past.
i speak to myself like my mother and father, i speak to myself like old teachers, like my bad friendships, like my ex, like my blackmailer, like my groomers, like all my abusers. i cant do this anymore.
nothings seems worth living for anymore, if i always end up back like this.
i just need a break from everything, but i cant have a break. everything just keeps coming at me over and over, i cant handle these tests anymore. im weak
