Venting Im starting to see roping as my only viable option

[Rocinante]

All because I gave up after graduating high school, I've failed at life. Driven by my inferiority complex and unwillingness to push myself. Rotting for an excessive amount of years made me too comfortable. I don't see any reason not to give up and kill myself, except maybe that it would hurt some people. I shouldn't feel guilty about people expecting me to have obligations to them. Each day I continue causes immense pain and deepens my desire for death. I will just drink myself to sleep again and hope I don't awake.

 

[AllAlone]

I'm in the same spot dude. I don't really have anything helpful to say except that I know how you feel.