I'm starting to hate boys my age

[Benjiii]

Better body, better face, they get more dates, etc. When I see or think about any young person my age or around that age, I get thoughts that I'm way behind them or that I'm not good enough, you know, that kind of crap. I even started to dislike some of my good friends. It sucks to compare myself so much, but unfortunately, that's just how my stupid brain works. I'm male of 19, by the way.

 

[DownwardSpiral]

Yea me too. I'm objectively behind and I can't stand watching people succeed with minimal effort while I struggle with basic things. It's not their fault, but it bothers me too much. Everyone talks about their girlfriends and jobs and future goals, but I have nothing to add to that so I stand out as the obvious loser. Can't talk about the struggles of being lonely or depressed or unemployed either because it brings down the mood, and nobody cares.