Someplace_nice
Student
- Sep 28, 2024
- 147
Ik my husband loves when I get up with him, I just don't have the energy to keep doing it tho and idk how to tell him. When I last stayed up all night he never once said that I could go up to bed, so I forced myself to stay awake for him bc I knew he wanted me down there, he asked me if I am getting up with him, I say that I should and he doesn't say anything even tho he literally woke me up from sleeping and I kept telling him that I am tired. Ik it's selfish to stay in bed but I don't gotta work, I have had nothing but bad sleep for a whole month now, and I am extremely stressed out. I got a give him pills otherwise he forgets all about them, this man didn't take his iron and pain pills that he needs bc I wasn't there brushing my teeth getting them all set up, I get he cooks but I gotta clean his mess after, I gotta keep the house clean all by myself, and I gotta make time for me bc he hardly does anymore. No matter how much talking I do to that man I still do everything but cook, than he has a game on Saturday and another game on Sunday that both take up half a day so I don't get him to myself on the weekends and I already don't get him on the weeks. He isn't good at telling me how much money we have and why so I'm stuck in an endless cycle on budgeting trying to stick to it just to find out that we got no money bc "he told me we didn't" when ik that's a fat lie. So I'm sorry if I'm a little exhausted and don't wanna get up and go downstairs with you, cuz than I just got a get all his stuff for him as he sits there. I am quite tired of doing almost everything in the house and still not getting sleep. So sorry that I need a bit more sleep.
