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Gilbertson12

Gilbertson12

Member
May 11, 2020
17
I live in constant fear. You can't go a day without panicking or having an uncontrollable fear of anything.

I'm tired of living like this. I really want to die and end all of this. I just want to cease to exist.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I relate to this. I have fear from several sources.
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
I hear you. My life is a horror movie with no ending. I fear my life more than I fear death.
 
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iftheworldwasending

iftheworldwasending

My prayer is that when I die, all of hell rejoice.
Sep 26, 2020
133
i know how this feels :( the fear of fear is the worst part sometimes. <333
 
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IAmExhausted

Member
Dec 6, 2020
30
I can relate to this. I live in a constant state of fear because of my OCD. It's horror.
 
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Notwinnernotawin

Notwinnernotawin

Specialist
Apr 4, 2020
341
Completely relate. I wish I could get my SN back and drink it right now.
 
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RepressedMind

Miss the full ability to think
Apr 24, 2020
160
It's terrible to have to live in constant fear, I hope that someday you find peace
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
I always have fear i will not know i if i end up killing myself or not
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
822
I'm sorry you have so much fear. I'm trying to get through my fear too.:hug:
 
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