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sparkdarkmark

sparkdarkmark

Member
Oct 1, 2023
21
Fuck this. Every time I try to something, I fail miserably and get frustrated. Even trying to ctb is out of my intellectual capabilities. Can anyone help me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,051
I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, I hate how it's so unnecessarily difficult to die, it really should be easier and I wish that there's a straightforward way to just be gone. I understand why you'd feel so frustrated, it's cruel how we cannot just have the option to die in peace.
 
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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
690
Fuck this. Every time I try to something, I fail miserably and get frustrated. Even trying to ctb is out of my intellectual capabilities. Can anyone help me.
You're not stupid. While I won't tell you what works, I will say that fans are literally attached to very little to no structural support and it only takes a hard tug to pull them out. I dislike how movies really make things like this look easy, it's really not.
 
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sparkdarkmark

sparkdarkmark

Member
Oct 1, 2023
21
You're not stupid. While I won't tell you what works, I will say that fans are literally attached to very little to no structural support and it only takes a hard tug to pull them out. I dislike how movies really make things like this look easy, it's really not.
What do I hang myself on then? I would assume the ceiling fan is a bad idea then.
 
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AveMori

Member
Feb 10, 2023
98
Fuck this. Every time I try to something, I fail miserably and get frustrated. Even trying to ctb is out of my intellectual capabilities. Can anyone help
You're not stupid. While I won't tell you what works, I will say that fans are literally attached to very little to no structural support and it only takes a hard tug to pull them out. I dislike how movies really make things like this look easy, it's really not.
100% agree. I tried it two times, first time the closet I was attached to broke and second time my belt broke. It's ridiculous how they just make their mind up and are gone a few minutes later in media.
 
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TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
690
100% agree. I tried it two times, first time the closet I was attached to broke and second time my belt broke. It's ridiculous how they just make their mind up and are gone a few minutes later in media.
Honestly, even IF this method worked... it's very painful. You've got like 30 minutes of being in shock and unable to move while your nerves flare in pain.
Just a word of caution.
 
sparkdarkmark

sparkdarkmark

Member
Oct 1, 2023
21
Honestly, even IF this method worked... it's very painful. You've got like 30 minutes of being in shock and unable to move while your nerves flare in pain.
Just a word of caution.
Isn't hanging gonna knock you unconscious quickly as there's no blood to the brain.
 
TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
690
What do I hang myself on then? I would assume the ceiling fan is a bad idea then.
It's against the rules to tell you how to do so. I'm sorry, but please read my other reply to Avemori, it's a very painful process.
Isn't hanging gonna knock you unconscious quickly as there's no blood to the Actually no, because your body goes into flight or fight when someone randomly attacks you, and there's a difference between airflow and bloodflow. There's videos (which I will NOT link to) that would be worth investigating.
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
Isn't hanging gonna knock you unconscious quickly as there's no blood to the brain.
if done correctly.
if done incorrectly then it would cause pain and whatnot
 
Henryk

Henryk

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Apr 22, 2022
90
Honestly, I've been trying to hang myself for a while and I can say that it's an extremely uncomfortable and painful method. I know that what we are looking for is a reliable and preferably painless method, but the reality is that we don't have many options that meet all expectations.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
There is tutorial on youtube and practice , you will get it. And i would not trust a fan, a big tree is better.
 
Nullm

Nullm

Student
Apr 5, 2019
138
Honestly, even IF this method worked... it's very painful. You've got like 30 minutes of being in shock and unable to move while your nerves flare in pain.
Just a word of caution.
The fuck
What is this disinformation
And to op if you have your own place you can install a pull up bar or some other contraption on the ceiling provided it's made of sturdy material
Also full suspension isn't supposed to cut your blood supply but to asphyxiate
 
TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Wizard
Nov 24, 2023
690
The fuck
What is this disinformation
And to op if you have your own place you can install a pull up bar or some other contraption on the ceiling provided it's made of sturdy material
Also full suspension isn't supposed to cut your blood supply but to asphyxiate
You're operating under the idea that tying a proper slipknot is easy. Also, watch some videos, I'm not wrong. Watch videos.
 

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