Venting I'm so scared

[IDontKnowEverything]

I'm scared I'm scared I'm so scared, make it stop, pleaseee, make it stop, it hurts, I'm scared, I'm hurting, please, please, please, help me, fuck, please, make it stop, make it stop, please, make it stop, it hurts, I'm scared, please, please, please, enough, aaaaaah, stop already, please please, stop, I'm so scared, it hurts, enough, please, please, help me, stop it, please, fuck fuck fuck, please, enough, stop already, stop, enough, please, enough, help me please, I need out, I need to scream, make it stop, enough enough enough enough enough, please please please please please, stopp, pleaseeeaaaaaaah
I'm scared, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, scread, stop, help, stop, please, it hurts, stop it enough

 

[stupidguy]

I'm so sorry to hear you struggling like that. Were you having a panic attack?

 

[quickandeasy]

I'm scared I'm scared I'm so scared, make it stop, pleaseee, make it stop, it hurts, I'm scared, I'm hurting, please, please, please, help me, fuck, please, make it stop, make it stop, please, make it stop, it hurts, I'm scared, please, please, please, enough, aaaaaah, stop already, please please, stop, I'm so scared, it hurts, enough, please, please, help me, stop it, please, fuck fuck fuck, please, enough, stop already, stop, enough, please, enough, help me please, I need out, I need to scream, make it stop, enough enough enough enough enough, please please please please please, stopp, pleaseeeaaaaaaah
I'm scared, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, scread, stop, help, stop, please, it hurts, stop it enough

Hey op, sorry to hear that. Here if you feel like talking. What's up?

 

[IDontKnowEverything]

I'm so sorry to hear you struggling like that. Were you having a panic attack?

Hey op, sorry to hear that. Here if you feel like talking. What's up?

I'm sorry..
I.. don't fully even remember writing that.
No substances involved since a good while, my brain has just been doing it's thing for.. I don't know. It's been a mess.
Thank you very much for the concern and for having reached out. /gen
Stable right now.
And both of you, thank you very much for this, I do appreciate it a lot.
Hugs. (in case you are fine with those)