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sorararara
simple and clean
- Feb 12, 2023
- 39
i have nearly everything prepared, just need to get a few things done. i'm gonna ctb this friday. i'm so fucking scared of dying. i know it's inevitable, it'll happen no matter what, but i can't shake this fear.
i absolutely need to die before sunday (before saturday, ideally) but i'm so anxious.
i'm going to do it, i'm just so scared. i've been so anxious since making the decision. everything is scaring me.
i'm scared of failing. i'm scared that i'll have to tell all of my worried friends that i didn't actually die. i'm scared of being found too early and becoming brain damaged. i'm scared of SI kicking in. i'm scared of absolutely everything.
i wish i didn't have to die but i really don't have a choice now. it's die now, or be miserable and die later. i wish i could've lived a happy and peaceful life.
i absolutely need to die before sunday (before saturday, ideally) but i'm so anxious.
i'm going to do it, i'm just so scared. i've been so anxious since making the decision. everything is scaring me.
i'm scared of failing. i'm scared that i'll have to tell all of my worried friends that i didn't actually die. i'm scared of being found too early and becoming brain damaged. i'm scared of SI kicking in. i'm scared of absolutely everything.
i wish i didn't have to die but i really don't have a choice now. it's die now, or be miserable and die later. i wish i could've lived a happy and peaceful life.