Help I’m so lonely

[doireallywannadie]

I'm so fucking lonely, but I'm also not lonely. I have friends but whenever I'm with them I feel like I don't fit in. I mean, growing up I was always the "black sheep" of everything. The odd and weird one. I mean, I've met people that I got along with, like in mh servers on discord, but it never lasts long. I hate it so much. I can never hold friendships. I get too attached and annoying too fast, and I'm aware of it but I can't help ittt. I've been told im too much or too less so I can never figured myself out.

I hate having no one to talk to, just sitting in my room like a loser. I want someone I can be a loser with together. Im so freaking lonely I REALLY want friends. Friends that won't leave after a week of chatting. Friends I can have deep talks with, have fun with and joke around.

Plz help im alsmot 19 this is so pathetic

 

[hurb]

I think u should mention ur age , it helps to find people around ur age bracket

 

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

I'm so fucking lonely, but I'm also not lonely. I have friends but whenever I'm with them I feel like I don't fit in. I mean, growing up I was always the "black sheep" of everything. The odd and weird one. I mean, I've met people that I got along with, like in mh servers on discord, but it never lasts long. I hate it so much. I can never hold friendships. I get too attached and annoying too fast, and I'm aware of it but I can't help ittt. I've been told im too much or too less so I can never figured myself out.

I hate having no one to talk to, just sitting in my room like a loser. I want someone I can be a loser with together. Im so freaking lonely I REALLY want friends. Friends that won't leave after a week of chatting. Friends I can have deep talks with, have fun with and joke around.

Plz help

I get it. I was "that person" my entire growing up life. Even now. Only difference is, I can hide from people. Couldn't do that in school lol. But yeah, it's very frustrating and annoying.

 

[doireallywannadie]

I wish I could hide away forever too, but having courses and classes make it extremely difficult