locked1012
Hello Kitty
- Sep 13, 2026
- 6
nothing got better i remember how i was always trying to be there for him but now even if i beg for him to talk to me and telling him my struggles it doesn't matter to him anymore but i understand he lost feelings for me and its no longer his responsibility to take care of me, next of all i tried to make new friends very eagerly trying to plan things but well left me on delivered cuz maybe im just not interesting, I just want to try and distract myself from all this but no one wanna do anything with me, everyone keeps telling me its gonna get better, I heard that so much but at this time in my life im still so lonely. I started venting to random people and they act like they care and i know everyone has something going on in their life for them to worry about and i don't really want to spread my negativity to them, they keep telling me its a phase or it'll pass but it never did for years so why would it now. I always thought I already hit rock bottom and it couldn't get any worse but why does it keep getting worse. I don't want to die, it must be so painful and i don't want to upset my family but it seems like everything isn't up to me, please can someone save me.
