Venting IM SO HAPPYYYY :333

[j1nxxb0yjj4ke]

My SN arrived yesterday, on Thursday!!
God, the peace and relief I felt the days before. The happiness, the luck.
Knowing I can end it all whenever I want to, whenever I need to.
Now I have it and.. I can just be gone..

My only concern is the taste/vomiting.
I'll do the 8h regime with:
- Metamizole
- Clonazepam
- Polamidone
and maybe Beta Blockers cuz my mom has them lying around.

I'll make a new thread when I've decided I'll go thru with it.
Hopefully soon!
Or maybe life decides to become so beautiful and amazing that I won't need it for now, who knows.

 

[SVEN]

Enjoy.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Lucky you wow. I'm in a lot of envy. I hope that I can feel this sort of happiness one day too but, chances are, I probably wouldn't. Either way, regardless of whether you use the SN of not, I hope you find peace soon

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relief at having the option, I wish you the best in whatever you decide.