Venting I'm so f*cking lonely

[sulk]

I can't keep living like this. Nothing is going my way nothing is going well for me i Am so alone i have nobody. I'm so lonely i seek validation and attention online if you know what i mean. This is one of the lowest points and I just want to ctb so bad. I wouldn't even mind if i left without a note, genuinely fuck eveyrone i'm so sick of my life i'm sick of it i can't even cut i cant even do anhthing i'm alwyas being forced to do what i don't want itscso stupid what a cruel world

 

[unluckysadness]

I'm so isolated too. No friends, no partner, no workplace since I was disabled. Just a silly cat...
I can't do anything for you but I send you hugs and I wish you peace

 

[knickknack81]

I hear ya. I too feel alone so much. Didn't realize it until my longtime partner left me earlier this year. Don't get me wrong, I still have a handful of local friends that I shoot the shit with from time to time, but there really isn't much closeness there. And I know I have some long term friends who care about me but most of them have moved away or lost contact with me to the point they are barely in my life anymore. I just feel all by myself. the silence is deadly. I too have the feeling of "why do I keep going, whats the point?" It can be absolutely brutal at times. So you are absolutely not alone in feeling how you are.

 

[Dejected 55]

I have always and forever will be alone. I've had times in my life where I muddled through better than I'm doing now.. but last year broke me permanently, I realized there could exist someone for me and at the same time I was completely unable to connect with her... and I'm shattered and I know I will always be alone and I can't.

So I get where you're coming from all too well. I am sorry when others have similar experiences or feelings. Misery does not love company. Misery hates when other people know the intense pain and sorrow.

 

[Zeir Anpin 729]

yeah im not leaving a note either. nobody in my dumb family knows how to read. paying attention to anything for 1 second is impossible to them. all my father knows how to do is watch/produce child porn, and commit war crimes in Petroleum Exporting Countries. i hate him. hes an ugly and fat and retarded son of a lesbian that became a lesbian the very instant she saw him. but i dont blame my grandma for that decision as ive done the (almost) same for the same reasons. im male but i have that same fear of straight masculine shitheads because of how shitty they are.