I’m so alone, I give up

[Liebestod]

I've never been more alone in my life. I can't get myself to die even though I have everything I need. I miss one person in particular but things are awkward between us now and I can't bring myself to text her. Everyday I'm just going through motions all alone. I swear this person was the only thing that made me feel a sense of purpose in life. But that doesn't matter now. I wanted to die for so long and still do but now I don't even know what I'm feeling anymore. I've legit been alone for so long now I can't even interact with anyone and it's not like I was ever good at that anyway. I just hope one day I actually go through with ending it all.

 

[Hollowman]

I'm alone and I gave up too.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

I swear this person was the only thing that made me feel a sense of purpose in life.

I know exactly how you feel. There is no sense without my person, and even though I was okay with being alone before, I'm not anymore. I'm lonely for the first time in my life, and it's not just about missing a person, it's about missing a piece from inside me. Thinking of you, and sending love.

 

[darksouls]

I have given up hope to have a loving partner a long time ago, so I adopted my female dog in 2005 and I was thankful for her love, but she left me in 2020, since then I am alone and unhappy

 

[Liebestod]

Every fucking day man, I'm high as I'm writing this. I literally have everything I need. A gun, a ton of ammo, an opioid, and alcohol. That's more than enough to kill me. But I'm still here. Thinking one day things will change when I know they won't. I just finally woke up to the reality of the situation we call the human experience. I'm always alone. My life has boiled down to doing mundane things, eating, and sleeping.

 

[cygnus1]

are we allowed to give our socials on here? or a discord?

 

[Liebestod]

are we allowed to give our socials on here? or a discord?

You can in private messages but not in threads.

 

[justanotherfailure]

I swear this person was the only thing that made me feel a sense of purpose in life.

Same here

 

[Liebestod]

I bet if I was better looking I wouldn't be like this.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I'm alone and I gave up too.

The thing about giving up is there's still this mountain to climb: actually completing suicide

 

[Liebestod]

Fuck my life