I'm sick of failing at everything I put my mind to

[WatchmeBurn]

I try so hard at everything I do in life, but it doesn't get me anywhere. All I do is fail, fail, fail. No matter how hard I try and no matter what the thing is, I don't improve and I just stay mediocre. What's the point of living when I'm just genetically useless and incapable of ever achieving anything? It's not like I'm having a good time. I think if I was good at things-if I had any real talents or capabilities to improve-then I wouldn't be nearly as suicidal. Are some people just born to fail and there's nothing they can do about it?

 

[Alreadylate]

I try so hard at everything I do in life, but it doesn't get me anywhere. All I do is fail, fail, fail. No matter how hard I try and no matter what the thing is, I don't improve and I just stay mediocre. What's the point of living when I'm just genetically useless and incapable of ever achieving anything? It's not like I'm having a good time. I think if I was good at things-if I had any real talents or capabilities to improve-then I wouldn't be nearly as suicidal. Are some people just born to fail and there's nothing they can do about it?

having capabilities to improve won't make you happy maybe there's something underneath

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Hey I feel exactly the same way, I'm genetically cut short. I have no looks, no talents, and my intelligence is not that great, very average even below average. I have a passion for art, but I try and I try, and I just stay mediocre. Nothing changes, despite when people tell you it does. Or due to my autism it's impossible difficult to draw properly, the details consume me and I just end up copying it wrong for hours at a time. I'm just not capable of doing what I want to do. I think If I had real capabilities I wouldn't be suicidal at all. I think some people are born and don't win the race of life as well as other people do.

 

[WatchmeBurn]

having capabilities to improve won't make you happy maybe there's something underneath

It definitely would make me happy or at least happier. Most of my mental health issues stem from my objective lack of ability and worthlessness + uselessness.

Hey I feel exactly the same way, I'm genetically cut short. I have no looks, no talents, and my intelligence is not that great, very average even below average. I have a passion for art, but I try and I try, and I just stay mediocre. Nothing changes, despite when people tell you it does. Or due to my autism it's impossible difficult to draw properly, the details consume me and I just end up copying it wrong for hours at a time. I'm just not capable of doing what I want to do. I think If I had real capabilities I wouldn't be suicidal at all. I think some people are born and don't win the race of life as well as other people do.

I feel the same way. I don't know what the answer is.