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disabledlife

disabledlife

Arcanist
Jun 5, 2020
435
I can't take my shitty family anymore, there are people who dare to tell me that I'm not brave for having succeeded in my life, angry with me for being handicapped, angry with me for not being richen I'm fed up with everything.

I'm holding myself back from CTB in a violent way right now, I'm crying about it all the time!

Why don't we control births or parents, so that no one suffers this shitty life they didn't choose, especially if they were born handicapped, with a shitty family, in a shitty country!

Ah, it's true, after the Second World War, and its traumas, procreation became a human right, and too bad if children could be born handicapped and the worst parents could have children.

According to my country, a child is only merchandise for parents to receive state aid, generous aid. I am ashamed of my country. When will a parent's permit, when will a control, I never wanted to be born, this is just one more complaint of my life in this forum, the only possible relief to try to avoid the violent CTB. I'm sorry for my complaints.
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
I am sorry that you're going through all this.
Most of the people will never understand you, unless they walk on your shoes.
Pls try to not take any action now. You need to be calm in order to make any decision. You will be on my thoughts.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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The human species truly is so horrible, no sane person would procreate into this hellish reality, it's so disgusting how humans create so much suffering and harm.
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
Really sorry, most ableds can't be bothered to understand disabilities. They can't relate so much they might as well exist in another dimension. Unfair as it is, everything's down to luck.

We're trying to tell them that people shouldn't be brought here without consent, this planet generates an inexcusable amount of suffering. But it will take forever to get through, we don't operate on reason.

Hope you're feeling a little better.
 
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