jeevasO-o
Disqualified As a Human Being
- Jan 15, 2026
- 57
Oh my fucking god I'm sick so sick it feels like I'm fucking dying I'd rather CTB. I know it sounds stupid but getting sick genuinely makes me get TERRIBLE! like I can't stop thinking about just dying rn. I'm probably just dramatic, I know, but it's so painful. I already took so many painkillers it won't stop. Please make it stop. Is this a sign to kill myself?? I don't wanna do it YET. But I swear my head is so weird, my nose and throat are more dry than a desert and hurt so badly and I'm dizzy and so weak I can't walk normal.
Worst is before I hoped I'd get sick enough to not have to go to that wedding from my previous post. How did I actually get sick now?? How?? I'm crashing out wtf. I don't wanna be sick anymore please I'd rather go to that horrible wedding at this point, or just kill myself
Worst is before I hoped I'd get sick enough to not have to go to that wedding from my previous post. How did I actually get sick now?? How?? I'm crashing out wtf. I don't wanna be sick anymore please I'd rather go to that horrible wedding at this point, or just kill myself
