Venting I'm sick and feeling hopeless

[Life_and_Death]

Ive been dealing with this for years.
Get a headache, nausea, hot/cold then throw up and I'm fine.
Lately its been getting worse. Last time it lasted most of the day, I threw up three times.
I ended up going to ER because I have a phobia of needles she said she couldn't help.... In a bitchy way. Even googled her after I got home, she shouldn't still have a job.
I'm fairly confident it's related to my eating disorder.
I just want it to stop....

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really awful what you are going through, I'm sorry that you are suffering, it is horrible how our bodies are capable of torturing us with health problems. I hope you find relief from your pain.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I'm sorry for your suffering. It's understandable that you feel this way. I hope you can find help and your health get better. Hugs.

 

[Life_and_Death]

@FuneralCry @onlyanimalsaregood you really think I'm suffering? It doesn't even last 24hrs and only happens occasionally...
(to explain why I'm asking. I just don't associate "suffering" with me. It's just a thing..)

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suffer-severe.88503/