That is not true. A strong rage may suppress the fear of death entirely.
I've already tried hanging years ago, rn I'm just waiting to buy a gun and end it quickly. Only issue with that is I don't want to commit a mass shooting or anything, I'm just so fucking angry at the world and myself
Try to hold off for a bit on the gun. If you think you might hurt innocents, its not the best thing to have on hand. I'm not going to tell you not to do it, but you seem really impulsive right now. You need to really weigh out your options before you do anything. Just remember there is no reset button for life.
Do not do it impulsively, take time to accept death write notes to your loved ones even if its your pets and talk your thoughts into SS eventually the courage to do it will come
Ok, I'll give it a bit more time, I just hate being an unstable burden on the few people who do care about me. I may try something simple like jumping, but I'm still not super sure
Don't worry most of us are in the same boat, just keep looking for methods jumping can just paralyze you instead of killing you, there's a risk to most methods make sure you find a risk you are willing to take.
I know it's cringe and selfish but I just want to be genuinely loved damn it. People usually hurt me really bad when they said they loved me. Thinking about stuff like that usually makes me cut myself thoDon't worry most of us are in the same boat, just keep looking for methods jumping can just paralyze you instead of killing you, there's a risk to most methods make sure you find a risk you are willing to take.
Good luck with finding your peace
I would say this is a form of intoxication. Being so angry at something, someone, yourself that you are not at all afraid to die, is not acceptance, but a lack of understanding. It's hard to fully understand consequence when you are intoxicated with a anger. I would compare this to impulsivity, not a rational understanding of what you really want.
I was in such a situation, and since I'm very reflexive, I can definitely tell that I fully accepted the possibility to die with the strong thought "I don't care that I won't live anymore". That situation was resolved peacefully not because of my fear of death.
Even though I'm calm now, I can imagine situations when I'd kill myself with no doubt, no fear, and no regret.
Just try to think about the pain ending, you can finally get off the ride. I'm so done.
Thats so sad... Why do you think you would commit a mass shooting?You speaking about that being an issue shows that you don't want to that...
I understand your situation and am so sorry you are experiencing this lonelyness... Cutting is a non healthy way to cope with extreme feelings... An loneliness is one of the worst for humans (most=?!)
