Im sad, my life went down really fast, please help

[fsociety]

Hello lovely community!

I hate it, I hate everything that happened to my life.. I'm someone who always had a good life and bad circumstances lead to this point.. Girlfriend break up, father died, childhood friend broke our friendship..

Those things combined lead to my suicidal thoughts.. knowing I can't get back to my good old life makes me so depressed that I don't even want to continue! Each day is just horrible knowing what I've lost and my mind keeps constantly reminding me..

It's just a matter of time till I get too depressed to continue like this and SI won't save me from doing it.. it's so sad that I've ruined everything what was important to me to the point I don't wanna live anymore.. I'm the type of guy who only realized what he has lost when he lost it..

Just a venting post..
Hope someone can cheer me up or give advice

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I'm not trying to convince you one way or the other but one thing I learned is that if you have your health, you have a lot. Meet new people, make new friends. I realized this too late.

 

[DeathWish3301]

Honestly, don't know what to respond with for advice or cheering up. Just want to say I'm sorry these things happened to you, and that you're in so much pain.

 

[fleetingnight]

I'm so sorry that all happened</3 That's really terrible, especially to have all of it happen at once/in succession

I'm sorry I don't have advice for you, I hope somebody who does comes across this thread. I just have condolences and sympathy. You didn't deserve for life to treat you like that.

 

[justcallmeJ]

Im sorry for everything that happened to you. Bad things often come all at once. Its can break you down so easily ;(
I hope things will get better <3