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Soapie

Soapie

I hope we all can heal from this
Mar 26, 2021
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I usually stay away from substances cause kmy drug of choice tends to be cutting but I've had this bottle of sake for a while now nad I just had a few shots and I'm getting the appeal. i know alcoholism is a dangerous pit to fall down but its really numbing. i feel calm if not a bit woozy. this would be a good state to die in
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Drink tons of water and take a few aspirins tomorrow and you'll be good. I'm having a few right now myself so cheers!

Happy Hour Drinking GIF
 
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Soapie

I hope we all can heal from this
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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Wish I could join you guys. But have to drive a truck tomorrow. Have one for me. :D
 
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Soapie

Soapie

I hope we all can heal from this
Mar 26, 2021
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Wish I could join you guys. But have to drive a truck tomorrow. Have one for me. :D
your wish is my command hehe
 
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OrcWitch

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Sep 3, 2021
702
Have fun :)
 
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JustMissed

One more round
Nov 18, 2021
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I've always only been an occasional drinker. For the first time in my life recently I binged to try to numb myself and not feel anything. Ended up doing about 15 shots in 90 minutes or so (though I'm a big person). Passed out for about 12 hours and woke up still completely drunk. Won't be doing that again though I am having a couple as we speak. Sometimes it helps to just not have to feel anything.
 
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Soapie

Soapie

I hope we all can heal from this
Mar 26, 2021
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I've always only been an occasional drinker. For the first time in my life recently I binged to try to numb myself and not feel anything. Ended up doing about 15 shots in 90 minutes or so (though I'm a big person). Passed out for about 12 hours and woke up still completely drunk. Won't be doing that again though I am having a couple as we speak. Sometimes it helps to just not have to feel anything.
yee that makes sense. i dont think iever want to get to the point of being blackout drunk. it sounds really scary but I could definitely get used to a few shots like this
 
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JustMissed

One more round
Nov 18, 2021
12
yee that makes sense. i dont think iever want to get to the point of being blackout drunk. it sounds really scary but I could definitely get used to a few shots like this
It's not as scary as it seems, at least at the time. I just felt very drunk, very numb, dizzy. Then next thing I know I'm waking up. Though it took about 24 hours to not even feel tipsy anymore. That's the part that was a little scary since I had never been past the point of drunkenness where 8 hours or so of sleep didn't put me right.
 
Enigmatic Sailor

Enigmatic Sailor

vicissitudes of fate...
Oct 29, 2021
386
A week ago I finished off half a bottle (1.75L) of rum and tequila. Tell you the truth, I can't live without alcohol. It destroys all my fears.
 
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Soapie

Soapie

I hope we all can heal from this
Mar 26, 2021
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A week ago I finished off half a bottle (1.75L) of rum and tequila. Tell you the truth, I can't live without alcohol. It destroys all my fears.
when it comes down to it we all just gotta find our own ways to keep going right ?
 
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blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
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A week ago I finished off half a bottle (1.75L) of rum and tequila. Tell you the truth, I can't live without alcohol. It destroys all my fears.
Gotta prepare for that 12 step program my dude
 
Silent.Tears

Silent.Tears

Experienced
Nov 5, 2021
282
Heheh. This sounds like fun, I guess? I don't drink but I think I should definitely give it a try before I'm gone for good. ☺️
 
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After Life

Member
Nov 6, 2021
92
Don´t go down that road it´s a fast way down and a very rough and steep road back. a few drinks now and then is ok but using alcohol to numb your feelings everyday will just cause you more pain more anxiety , not what you want when you are already feeling low .
 
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EraseRewind

EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
Sadly, I've been clean and sober for over six years and for the first time in a while I'm really thinking it's time to drink again to give me the courage to ctb. My health has nose dived again so I'm starting think I'll be better off pissed.
 
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After Life

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Nov 6, 2021
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Sadly, I've been clean and sober for over six years and for the first time in a while I'm really thinking it's time to drink again to give me the courage to ctb. My health has nose dived again so I'm starting think I'll be better off pissed.
Frist i would like to congrat you on your 6 years of sobriety good job. i don`t think you should drink cause not mattar what you do under the influence of alcohol it always gose wrong . i am sorry to hear that your health has taken a nose dive and i wish you get better soon ,
 
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